꩜ — BENJAMIN POINDEXTER HEADCANONS authors notes - not beta read! excuse typos + intentional lowercase.
first headcanon/fanfic post on this account -w-"'
contains nsfw + sfw headcanons.
dex who loves it when he’s on top of you during sex, he loves it when your body is pinned beneath his, a heavy stare settles onto his face, that never leaves yours. he’s completely and utterly enamoured by how your eyes roll back, or how your mouth forms perfect “o” shapes. it’s almost predatory about how much he studies you, hips rolling into you deeper with every thrust, like trying to ring out as much pleasure out of you as he can. he’ll stop mid-thrust just to see you squirm even more.
dex who is one hundred percent, a tits person. he loves it when you both fall asleep together and he can rest his head on your chest, listening to your heart beat as he dozes off. it’s almost a hyperfixation on your breasts– not just sexually, like his personal stress toys.
dex always carries a piece of you wherever he goes. he never leaves without carrying something that belongs to you or reminds him of you. his pockets always contain atleast one item, maybe a too-tight hair tie on his wrist, or a worn, sickly yellow stained polaroid of you tucked in his wallet.
olderbf!dex who struggled with erectile dysfuntion before meeting you– not from a lack of desire, but a side effect that came along with his medication, and partly because, he had no one to get off to. god, but with you? just your presence– or even the way you look at him– is enough to get him hard instantly. it’s almost embarrassing how quickly his body responds to you, how he has to adjust himself discreetly when you walk into the room.
olderbf!dex who has a ritual involving gum. after your first kiss, he became obsessed with the watermelon gum you were chewing during then, the pink and green packaging now holds an almost sacred significance to him. every time he goes on his non negotiable walk, he buys a few packs of it. dex claims it helped him focus (which, more than likely, did the opposite), it’s really just because the taste reminds him of that first intimate moment with you.
olderbf!dex who just doesn’t believe in “right person, wrong time”– that’s nonsense to him. in his very fucked up worldview, you are his person, period. a northstar is a permanent, fixed place in his guidance of life. any time, any place, doesn’t change how much you’re meant to be with him.
dex who absolutely loves it when he can analyze your microexpressions and body language with full precision. in the deepest parts of his twisted mind, it makes him happy that no one else knows you as much as he does, not even yourself. he’ll bring you tea before you’re sick, even keeps a small journal that logs every one of your preferences– sexual or nonsexual. for fuck sakes, he knows when you’re menstrual cycle starts.
dex who love sit when he can build a collection of your stolen underwear, he organizes them like evidence in an investigation. he has dozens of pairs, each labeled with the date when he stole them. for example, “BLUE LACE - FEBUARY 14TH, VALENTINE’S DINNER” or another label might read “PINK COTTON - MARCH 2ND, MORNING AFTER SHE SLEPT OVER” sometimes he’ll arrange them on his bed and take his time sniffing each one.
@uzmacchiato for dividers , 0.5k words.