sinh was the first to wake up, so he looked at katelyn with dreamy eyes, taking it all in. he was going to have his own family, && every day he woke up && prayed to god he didn’t screw it up. unable to fall back asleep, he rested his head on her stomach, talking to their baby as they kicked. “calm down baby, you’re gonna wake mommy up,” he whispered, tracing the spot that he had just felt them kick. “i know you’re excited, i am too, but she needs her rest. careful, you’re gonna get us both in trouble,” he teased && was a little surprised that the wiggly baby listened. “there we go. i knew she was your favorite. don’t worry, she’s my favorite too,” he answered the silence with a sweet smile, curling up against her. he wasn’t sure how he ended up here; sometimes he wondered if he really did die a few years ago && all this healing was really just his way to heaven.