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Apr 20, 2018

I Will Be By Your Side so You Won’t Be Alone.

A/N: Hello readers, I’m back with another smut. I have no reasoning for this filth except really my own selfhsness lol. So enjoy, I’ll keep this short. If you don’t like smut don’t push that keep reading tab, but if you’re one off my lil perverts enjoy :)

Pairing: Wonkyun (Wonho x Changkyun)

Genre: Smut and fluff + angst I guess?

Word Count: 6,494

Love is a very dangerous emotion, one that could make you feel on top of the world or one that could cause the greatest pain. Changkyun had felt it all. Tonight had been the last straw. Changkyun could deal with anything. The sneaking around, the lying, the empty promises? He dealt with it all, he thought Jooheon loved him enough, but tonight he realized he was wrong. He had it all wrong. There he was, walking down the streets of Seoul, eyes fighting back tears as he passes by other people walking, laughing, talking, and looking happy. In fact, Changkyun wasn’t happy. He was hurt, lost, devastated, heartbroken, and confused. How can this happen? How can he let this happen? He thought things were going well, where there any signs? Was this his fault for not giving Jooheon everything he wanted? Changkyun’s mind only wandered to one person and one person only.

Wonho.

He sat down on an empty curb and took out his phone, shaking trying to push on his best friends contact. He held the phone to his ear, trying to hold himself together to at least get some coherent words out to the older boy. He knew he could count on Wonho because after one ring, the older boy answered without any questions.

“Hello, Changkyun?”

Changkyun stood quiet, he tried so hard to say something, but he couldn’t form any words. Every time he tried to talk it was as if drying cement was clogged in his throat. He swallowed hard, trying to figure out what to say to him.

“Changkyun, is everything alright? You’re scaring me right now.”

He nods after a moment. “Um, yeah. Can I come over? I need to talk to you.”

Wonho sighs, hearing the tone in his best friends voice he knew something was up, his mind wandered to Jooheon and he couldn’t help the heat from rising through his entire body.

“Sure, everything alright?”

“Yeah, I’ll explain everything when I get there.”

Wonho only nods at his best friends empty words. He knew everything was far from fine. “The door will be unlocked, just walk in.”

“Thanks, see you in a few.”

The line goes silent as the younger boy hangs up the phone. Changkyun pushes himself off the floor, the tears falling down his face without any control. What was he gonna tell Wonho?

“Gosh, I’m so fucking stupid.” He shakes his head as he begins making his way to Wonho’s apartment.

The relationship between Wonho and Changkyun was different one would say. Sure they were best friends, but there was always something more than that between them that neither of the boys acknowledged. They dated other people and were always there for each other. But Changkyun was always in denial about possibly having feelings for Wonho other than anything that was platonic. There was always this extra strong energy between the two of them, and everyone in the room couldn’t deny the chemistry between them.

“What? You’re crazy, he’s just my friend.” Wonho would laugh as Hyungwon would point out the obvious.

“I always sense that you two are more than just that.” He shook his head as he pushed himself off the couch.

Wonho knew deeply his feelings for Changkyun. Ever since he first laid eyes on him, he always sent his heart and mind racing at 200 miles per hour. He loved this kid so much, but he never really knew if Changkyun felt the same.

“That’s crazy talk Shownu Wonho is my best friend, I could never like him.” He overheard Changkyun tell Shownu once at one of their annual Christmas parties. Wonho was excitedly coming back with some more spiked eggnog felt a knife go straight through his heart that night.

From then on, he was only Changkyun’s friend and despite those feelings, he would never cross that boundary. Never. He knew better, although he wanted Changkyun in more ways than one, he knew having him in his life as a friend was better than not having him at all. So from that night on, he swore to keep his feelings to himself. Tonight was gonna change the fate of these twos boys friendship forever.

Changkyun finds himself barging into Wonho’s apartment. He slams the door shut as his body is shaking as he walks into the all too familiar living space.

“Wonho?” He calls out.

A few moments later Wonho comes out of his bedroom. He looks slightly confused but a soft smile forms on his face when he sees Changkyun.

“What’s up?”

The tears form in Changkyun’s eyes as he begins walking towards the couch. Wonho sees the look in his eyes and worries instantly takes over his body.

“Hey hey, what’s wrong?”

Changkyun shakes his head. “Jooheon, today I- I caught him in bed with Minhyuk. He finally confessed that the affair was going on for 3 months... I- I didn’t know what to do so I just left as fast I could. How stupid can I be to not see this coming?”

Wonho’s mind goes blank. “How could he cheat on you? Who would EVER cheat on you? Changkyun you have everything going for yourself. How could Jooheon be stupid enough to let that go?” He crosses his arms as he looks at Changkyun. “I’ve told you this from the start but you were always too good for him.”

“I know you didn’t like him Wonho, but I did... I thought he was something special. Someone I thought I could spend my eternity with. I even was planning to propose to him tomorrow.”

Changkyun pulls out a small box from his back pocket exposing an engagement ring, and Wonho’s heart couldn’t help but sink into his stomach.

“Well, that would have been a fucking stupid idea if you actually proposed to Jooheon. I’m sorry Changkyun but did you actually think this was gonna work out after how he treated you? For two years? Two fucking years the boy treated you like shit and you wanted to spend forever with him?”

Changkyun’s eyes widen at his words. “I- I loved him Wonho I fucking loved him.”

“Love isn’t enough! Loving someone isn’t enough to fix you and all your growing problems! Marriage would have never been the answer Changkyun!”

“Just because Hyungwon didn’t accept your offer of marriage don’t yell at me for planning what I was gonna do, okay Hoseok?”

Changkyun instantly regretted the words that slipped out of his mouth as he saw the hurt trace over his best friends face. Wonho takes a deep breath before speaking again.

“Yeah, he rejected me offering to marry him. But I realized now that would have been a huge mistake. Just how you will realize wanting to marry Jooheon was a huge mistake.”

The room falls silent as the two boys stare ahead trying their best to avoid any eye contact. Wonho sighs as he turns to Changkyun.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you like that. It just makes me so angry how willing you were to do anything for this boy and he did this to you without thinking.”

“I know you didn’t like him. I know you never did. That’s why I didn’t want to tell you about my plans tomorrow, but it doesn’t matter anyway. I could never forgive someone who cheated on me... who lied to me for so long. I can’t get the image out of my head. Every time I close my eyes, all I see is Minhyuk down on Jooheon.” Changkyun’s voice breaks into a whisper. “That’s all I see, that’s all my heart and mind can think about. That’s all I fucking see. I want it to stop. Make it stop Wonho, please.” Changkyun breaks into sobs.

Wonho’s heart tightens as Changkyun’s crying becomes louder. He doesn’t know what to say or do. What would help him in this situation?

“All I see is Jooheon with him my heart can’t take this. Please make it stop.” His whispers are soft as his head rests in his hands.

“I- I wish I knew how to.” Wonho sighs. “When Hyungwon and I broke up it was hard.”

Changkyun’s chest clenches at the name Wonho just spoke of. He couldn’t find it in his heart to forgive Hyungwon or even Wonho for what happened in the time frame that relationship took place.

Hyungwon was the new kid in town, and everyone wanted to get to know him. How could he blame anyone? He was tall, handsome, and mysterious. The perfect combination of all things dangerous. Wonho had gained a huge crush on him despite never talking to him. One day when they were in the library and Mr. long legs decided to walk himself in.

“He’s so handsome.” Wonho would drool over him. “I can’t find it in myself to talk to him. He’s in my literature lecture and, he’s so dreamy don’t you think Changkyun?”

“Yeah, a real fucking dream,” Changkyun grumbled as he was intensively skimming through his computer science textbooks. “If you think he’s so cute, why don’t you talk to him?”

“I can’t just talk to him. Who do you think I am?”

“You’re too shy.” Changkyun looked up at the other boy. “I’ll tell you that right now. He’s just a boy, and if he isn’t interested fuck him! There’s plenty of them around. It’s not like... boys are gonna face extinction or anything, so you’ll be okay.”

“Yeah like you’d talk to the boy you like. How about that one boy you’re always drooling over in your music class?”

“Jooheon?”

“Yeah, so why don’t you ever talk to him?”

“That’s different, okay.” Changkyun rolls his eyes. “Look we aren’t focusing on me right now we are talking about you.”

“Whatever. I’ll talk to him eventually.”

Eventually happened and Hoseok never attempted to talk Hyungwon. It wasn’t until one-day Shownu and Kihyun said that the boys should go to a karaoke bar one Friday night. Changkyun was at the library excited about the event, but couldn’t forget his lab report due the following Monday. As he was checking out his textbooks just his luck Mr. Long legs happened to be behind him checking out some books of his own. Changkyun rolled his eyes annoyed with what he was about to do.

“You’re Hyungwon right?”

“Yeah, and you are?”

“Look my name is Changkyun. I have a friend who’s very interested in you for whatever reason.”

“What friend is this?” Hyungwon raised his eyebrow in suspicion.

“Oh don’t get your hopes up it isn’t me. Look if you’re not busy my friends and I are going to the Starship Karaoke bar tonight at like 7 pm if you could join us that would be great. Not for me, but for my friend.”

Hyungwon looks down at the younger and much shorter boy before letting out a sigh. “Sure why not. It’s not like I have anything else to do later.”

“Good.” Changkyun smiles. “I’ll see you then.”

The rest is history for all of them and not much of a good history that Changkyun doesn’t like to reflect much on. Too many things happened in that time period. It was the start of the Hyungwon era as he likes to call it, and it’s the start of the Jooheon era as Wonho calls it. Point is both boys didn’t end up in a good place. If it wasn’t for Changkyun hooking up Wonho with Hyungwon Changkyun would have never gotten to known Jooheon, because it turned out the two of them were friends and Hyungwon introduced the dimpled demon to everyone. To understand this unhappy story those pieces of evidence are important.

Wonho rests his head on the couch cushion sighing to himself as he looks over at his friend.

“Remember the year we didn’t talk?”

How could Changkyun forget?

Wonho laughs as he’s remembering the whole thing. “That was really idiotic wasn’t it?”

“I don’t like to talk about that time.”

“I don’t either, but there’s something I need to say about it.”

“What is it?”

“It wasn’t up to me, you know? Hyungwon gave me an ultimatum. It was either I stop our friendship or continue to be with him. I was so blinded by love. I thought it was the right thing to do... and I saw your advances on Jooheon so I thought it was best I leave you alone too. The truth is I was just a fool, and I was stupid to leave you alone. I never meant to. I- I never wanted to hurt you Changkyun.”

“Well, you did Wonho. You can’t change the fact that you did. You left me all alone for what felt like forever. You can’t take back what you did. I can forgive you and I have, but it doesn’t change the obvious fact that you still left me alone by myself. Imagine when I did well on things who was the first person I wanted I tell? It was you!” Changkyun shakes his head. “For a whole year you were the only person I wanted... and I couldn’t talk to you because you wouldn’t let me.”

“Changkyun I’m-“

“Why? Now that you brought it up I want to know why. Why did he make you stop talking to me? What threat did I show him?”

Wonho bites his lips, shaking his head lightly. “I can’t, no I can’t tell you.”

“Wonho why not? Please... just tell me already.”

They both look at each other, one another’s reflection glistening in the other's eyes. Wonho couldn’t tell him the reason he possibly couldn’t. How could he? How would Changkyun handle this newly found information?

Advert the situation is all the older boy could think off.

“I knew about the affair the whole time.” Wonho blurted out.

“You, you what?” Changkyun stares at the other, and if looks could kill Wonho would be 8 inches below the surface right now.

Wonho clenches his jaw tight realizing what he just said now is worse than the truth.

“I... I knew the entire time, but I couldn’t tell you.”

“Why the fuck not?! Why the fuck couldn’t you tell me? What was so important that you couldn’t tell me and decided it was better to make me run around looking fucking stupid?!” Changkyun felt the tears fall down his face.

He experienced too many emotions today, but betrayal from his best friend was one emotion he thought he would not experience.

Wonho closes his eyes realizing the answer leads to the same thing. Fuck, is he in some deep shit.

“Hyungwon... and Minhyuk were blackmailing me. Saying if I told you they would do something. And I was scared to lose you. I realize now that I should have just said something. Anything, anything is better than this.” Wonho fights back the tears. “Anything is better than having you stare at me right now like I’m some sort of stranger.”

“I-I don’t know what to say to you right now Wonho, I feel so much anger. I can’t even look at your face.”

“Why are you mad at me?! I was just trying to protect you!”

“Protect me?!” Changkyun gets off the couch, anger running throughout his entire body. “Do you think this is fucking protecting me? Do you really think what you did was protecting me? I still was getting cheated on day in and day out fucking asshole! If this is your way of protecting me congratulations! You have made me look like the biggest idiot in front of everyone! How could you sleep at night knowing I was getting fucked over?!”

“Because... I- fuck Changkyun.”

“You what Wonho? You fucking what?!”

“Because I fucking love you! I’m in love with you, I always have been! I realized what I did now was gutless and a bitch move but if anyone else told you other than me I knew you’d walk away from me. I couldn’t lose you, not like that, not again. I can’t lose you. For fuck sakes Changkyun I love you, it’s always been you! Why can’t you fucking see that?”

Wonho exhales a deep breath as Changkyun stares down at the floor. He knows deep in his heart that his words are true, but how could he live with making himself look like a fool?

“Wonho, I always knew your feelings for me.”

“You, you have?”

He only nods. “Yes, I just never told you because you never told me. When Hyungwon made you stop talking to me that just confirmed what I knew, and to be honest you’re a little obvious about your feelings.”

Before Wonho could say anything the boys hear a ringtone go off in Changkyun’s pant pocket. Changkyun quickly reaches into his pocket and sighs at the caller ID.

“It’s Jooheon.”

“So? Don’t answer it.”

Changkyun accepts the call and hesitantly holds the phone up to his ear. Wonho feels anger run through his body as he hears Changkyun’s shaky voice. He walks forward to Changkyun and without hesitation grabs the phone from him.

“What the fuck are you doing?!” Changkyun yells.

Wonho pushes the younger boy up against the wall with one arm, his back collides onto the cement and it leaves little cracks in between. Changkyun looks up as Wonho leans closer to his face.

“Listen it’s either you listen to his empty words and promises and get fucked over, or you can focus on me and get fucked so hard that you won’t ever think about crawling back to him.”

Changkyun looks from Wonho and back to his phone that’s in his hands. He can faintly hear Jooheon’s voice on the other end before looking back into Wonho’s eyes.

“So what’s it going to be? Are you going to crawl back to him, or do you want to move on?”

“Fuck me,” Changkyun says in a low voice, avoiding to meet his best friend eyes.

“Louder so he can hear you.” Wonho holds the phone out to him.

Changkyun grabs the phone and puts it to his ear. He takes a deep breath before speaking again. “Wonho, I want you to fuck me so hard and good that I won’t ever fucking think about crawling back to Jooheon again.”

Wonho smiles as he grabs the phone back from Changkyun, he can hear Jooheon’s faint yelling before he ends the call. He throws the phone on the couch before getting a grip on his face in between his hands.

“You made the right choice.” Wonho leans towards his lips. “I’m the right guy for you.”

Before Changkyun can protest Wonho crashes his lips onto his own. The sensation feels powerful, it feels completely and utterly right, perhaps it feels all too perfect. Maybe Wonho was right, maybe Changkyun and him really did belong together. Wonho feels something inside of him as he feels Changkyun’s soft lips against his own. This boy was so sensitive, so delicate, and so beautiful, how could anyone fucking hurt him? The thought began to drive Wonho insane. Who could fucking hurt this boy?

“What’s wrong?” Changkyun whispers as he slightly pulls away. “You’re breathing really hard right now.”

“I-it’s just.” He shakes his head. He leans his head on his forehead and sighs. “I was just thinking who could ever hurt you? You’re so many amazing things. Like you’re so smart, kind, handsome, and so much more. Who could ever hurt you? Just know I won’t ever hurt you. Not any more or ever again. I won’t hurt you.”

Changkyun feels the tears forming in his eyes as he stares back at Wonho. “I’ve always loved you too.” His voice comes out soft.

“You have?”

He nods. “I’ve always been in love with you. I was just in denial about my own feelings.”

Wonho can’t help the smile that spreads across his face. He picks up Changkyun in his arms and begins walking towards his bedroom. “I love you so much, Changkyun,” Wonho says as he places him down on his mattress. “But,” he frowns.

“But what?”

“I don’t want to be a rebound. I’m not just a rebound right?”

“No no, no baby.” He shakes his head. “Wonho, this is not just a rebound. I love you okay? Don’t think about it like that.”

“You’re right, I’m sorry.”

Changkyun smirks as he looks up at Wonho. “Well don’t back out now. You have to fuck me so good that I won’t ever think about crawling back to Jooheon, right?”

Something about Changkyun’s words made a switch turn on in Wonho. Suddenly his worries were fleeing out the window as he looks down at Changkyun. His hooded eyes are slightly glossy as he stares up at him waiting for him to do something. Wonho had always imagined their first time happening to a different situation... but after a few thoughts, he doesn’t seem to care what situation this is happening he only knows one thing. He can finally show Changkyun the love he deserves.

He lowers his body down and plants a soft wet kiss on his best friends lips, and he can’t help but smile at the sensation.

“You’re gonna get it you bad boy.”

Changkyun raises an eyebrow, but can’t help to get excited at his sudden choice of words. “Yeah? What am I gonna get?”

Wonho pins his hands above his head and Changkyun can’t help but buck his hips upward. Their lips meet again in a needy kiss. Changkyun allows Wonho’s tongue entrance and he can’t help but moan at the sensation of their tongues moving in one another’s mouths.

It’s as if all the heat in the room entered Wonho’s body at once when he heard the sound that came from Changkyun. Fuck, what was that sound? Wonho thought he couldn’t help it in him.

Wonho wanted to make Changkyun make that specific noise again, and again, and again.

“I’m gonna punish you for being a bad boy for so long,” Wonho says as he pulls away from his lips. “Running off with other men, making me jealous every day you weren’t with me. You’re gonna get it bad Changkyunie.”

Changkyun bites on his bottom lip, trying to stifle back moaning from just the tone of Wonho’s voice. It was low and harsh just the way he liked it. He felt himself getting tighter in his jeans as he throws his head back on the bed. Excitement and anticipation keep building up in his body.

“Fuck me good, and I’ll be your one and only good little boy.” He smirks up at Wonho.

Wonho smiles down at the other boy before reconnecting their lips. His hand's lets go of Changkyun’s tiny wrists and Changkyun automatically begins to touch and feels Wonho’s body. Wonho’s cock can’t help but to pulse and come more to life as he feels Changkyun’s fingertips roam around the exposed parts of his skin. The hairs on his body stand all the way up and Changkyun roams his way further down his torso.

“Is this okay?” Changkyun looks up at Wonho his eyes seeming innocent, but Wonho knew that was far from the truth.

“Yeah.” He hums as he feels Changkyun’s soft hands gently rubbing over the growing bulge in his jeans. “This is fine.”

Wonho closes his eyes, enjoying the way Changkyun’s touch felt on the growing bulge in his jeans. He stifles back a moan as he pushes Changkyun’s hands away from him.

“Don’t get too comfortable right now.” He smiles before getting off the bed. “Pants off, now.”

Changkyun complies with his new orders without any hesitation. Wonho walls to his dresser and opens his middle drawer and grabs a bottle of lube and a condom. He turns back and sees Changkyun laying back down on the bed, half naked. He smiles at the sight as he crawls back onto the bed.

“When was the last time he fucked you?” Wonho asks, half out of curiosity and half to ease up Changkyun.

“Um,” the boy ponders as Wonho spreads his legs, both of them draping on both of his thighs. “I’m not sure, to be honest with you.”

“A week?”

“More.”

“Two?”

“Probably a month.” Changkyun shyly looks away. “It’s been a while.”

“Sheeeesh.” Wonho murmurs as he pops off the cap of the lube. “What the hell was wrong with that guy?”

He coats one of his fingers and looks at Changkyun’s face, his eyes watching the older boys actions. He can’t help but feel nervous given the situation that’s happening. He wanted this of course, but that didn’t change the fact that he still was nervous.

Wonho then brings his coated finger to Changkyun’s hole, he places the lube around the rim of his entrance. He then coats a few more fingers and leans over Changkyun. He plants soft gentle kisses onto his lips. He slowly pulls away and examines his face in the dim light that’s coming from the lamp next to his bed.

Changkyun’s lips were more flustered and swollen from the making out beforehand, his eyes were puffy and glossy, his hair was a tangled mess as he laid underneath Wonho. Truth be told to anyone else he would look like any other messy guy, but to Wonho he was unexplainably beautiful. He stares at him a little longer before Changkyun speaks up.

“What is it?”

He sighs a happy sigh. “I’m just happy to be with you right now.”

Changkyun can’t help the smile that spreads across his face. He never felt butterflies like this, not even when Jooheon would tell him anything remotely similar. Wonho was different, he made Changkyun feel different. And Changkyun liked different right now, anything was better than facing the pain of today. Wonho seemed to just wash that away.

“Alright baby don’t be alarmed, I’m just going to start prepping you right now.”

Changkyun only nods, he fully understands what needs to be done, especially since he hasn’t had any type of sex in a month. The two boys don’t say another word to another as the room goes silent. Wonho starts to slowly push his index finger inside Changkyun.

Changkyun hisses in discomfort. His face retorts as he looks Wonho in the eyes. He wiggles around trying to get himself more comfortable but it’s no use.

“Shhh, baby relax.” Wonho begins rubbing Changkyun’s upper thigh. “I won’t hurt you. You trust me don’t you?”

“Y-yes.” Changkyun nods. “I-I trust you Hoseok.”

“Good, just relax and let me take care of you.”

Changkyun nods as Wonho begins to pump his finger at a slow pace, it still feels slightly uncomfortable but Changkyun can manage, Wonho was doing this for his sake after all. Changkyun’s eyes wander around the room as Wonho’s fingers begin to go in and out of him at a faster rate. Wonho slightly curls his fingers and Changkyun can’t help but let out a low moan.

“A-ahh shit. That feels good.”

“Yeah? Think you’re ready for another finger?”

“Mhm, please.” Changkyun’s voice comes out as a small whisper. “Please Hoseok.”

Wonho complies with the others request. He slowly begins to push his middle finger inside of Changkyun. Changkyun quickly sits up and pulls his shirt over his head, leaving him completely naked under Wonho. He can’t help but smile as he begins to curl both of his fingers inside Changkyun. The younger boy lays back on his back and shuts his eyes and can’t help but to fall in love more with the sensation he’s feeling. Wonho’s free hand begins to slide up Changkyun’s body. His hand finds a home at the base of Changkyun’s neck and he lowers himself to him, planting a wet kiss on his exposed skin.

Changkyun throws his head back allowing more of his neck to be exposed. Wonho begins to lightly suck on his milky skin, causing a couple of low fucks from Changkyun. Changkyun bucks his hips upward, causing Wonho to enter deeper into him.

“Fuck!” He cries out. “T-that, please don’t stop.” He whines underneath the other boy.

Wonho begins to move lower down his neck but making sure to leave his love bites down Changkyun’s neck. He pulls away for a second and admires his purplish marks.

“You’re mine now,” Wonho mumbles as he lowers himself to Changkyun’s lower neck. “All mine.” He says in between more kisses. “Mine.”

“I’m all yours,” Changkyun replies to him in a shaky breath.

Wonho’s lips trail lower down Changkyun’s body. He goes past his collarbone, making sure to plant small kisses on each part of skin his lips are met with. Soon Wonho gets to Changkyun’s chest and he raises his eyebrow as his eyes meet Changkyun’s.

"Third finger hyung, p-please."

Wonho only nods without lifting his head away from Changkyun. He slowly beings to push his final finger inside the younger boy. He slightly curls all three of his fingers that are inside of Changkyun and Changkyun's moaning becomes louder.

"That feel good baby?" Wonho hums as he kisses Changkyuns nipple.

"Mhm," Changkyun nods. "So good."

"Good," Wono mumbles as he sticks out his tongue, slowly licking around Changkyun's nipple.

Changkyun gasps as Wonho takes his nipple into his mouth, his teeth grazing and sucking at the pink tender bud. Wonho smiles as Changkyun's hand begins to weave into his hair. He pumps all of his fingers faster and that leaves the younger boy a moaning mess underneath him.

"Wonho I think I'm, fuck I'm gonna..."

Instantly Wonho removes his fingers from Changkyun, Changkyuns eyes widen as he groans he does not like the new empty feeling he's feeling.

"No, what the fuck- I was so close." Changkyun cries out. "So close you bastard!"

Wonho laughs to himself as he flips their positions on the bed. "If I let you cum now what's the fun in that?"

"It's fun for me!" Changkyun groans as Wonho begins undressing.

"This is more fun for me, having your impatient little ass this way." Wonho raises his eyebrows as he throws his shirt and pants across the room.

"No." Changkyun pouts, "You're an asshole."

Wonho ponders on Changkyun's words for a moment before speaking up. "I'm more of a dick, and you're the asshole." He chuckles to himself.

Changkyun rolls his eyes as Wonho gets completely naked. Changkyun stares down at Wonho, he's seen his best friend shirtless a million times, but none of those times can compare to this specific moment in time. He sighs as he sits on top of Wonho's torso. He crosses his arms and stares down at the smiling boy.

"What do you want me to do then Hoseok?"

Wonho reaches for the bottle of lube and condom on the nightstand and passes it to Changkyun. "Ride me."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I figured it would be better for you to handle."

Changkyun rolls his eyes as he opens the condom and begins to roll it on Wonho's hard member. He hates to admit it but he loves seeing a cocky and smart mouth Wonho, the confidence he carries makes him sexy, and Changkyun couldn't help but enjoy the attitude.

Once Wonho's cock is covered with a condom and a generous amount of lube, Changkyun lifts his body up. "Ready?"

"As ready as I'll ever be." Wonho smiles at him.

Changkyun nods as he begins lowering himself down onto Wonho's member. He hisses slightly as his tip begins to push into him. After a few moments, Wonho is all the way inside Changkyun. Changkyun's ass rests on Wonho's lap as he places his hands on his chest. Wonho leans up and gives Changkyun a small kiss.

"I love you."

He nods. "I love you too."

Changkyuns hands tighten onto Wonho's biceps for support as he begins to move his body up and down Wonho's cock. His breath hitches as he feels Wonho graze his prostate. Wonho's length and girth was definitely a plus in this situation. Changkyun's eyes slightly roll back as he continues his actions. Wonho rests his hands on his hips to help Changkyun keep up his pace. He moans slightly at the sight of his dick disappearing into Changkyun. He's waited so long, he's waited so long to please Changkyun like this. He couldn't help but think back to the time he thought about fucking Changkyun like this late lonely nights. He even moaned Changkyun's name once while he was having sex with Hyungwon, but that's a story for another time. Wonho couldn't help the feeling in his chest right now. He was full of so much love to give, and he was gonna show it all to Changkyun.

"Wonho," Changkyun moans out as he picks up his own pace. "Fuck."

Wonho smiles, loving the way his name sounds coming out of best friends his cute lips. "That feel good baby?"

"Mhm so good." Changkyun cries out.

His head is lowered down as his eyes are slightly squinted, his hips are moving at a faster pace as he keeps riding Wonho. Changkyun feels at his limit. The pit in his stomach is burning with the sensation of an orgasm, but he can't finish yet not when Wonho has just begun.

Wonho knew Changkyun was on the edge. The way his fingernails keep digging into his flesh as he rides on his member harder. The way his head throws back as he hits every spot that made Changkyun's body shake. The room is starting to become hot and fuzzy as he examines Changkyun. His hair is sticking to his sweaty forehead as his moans become louder and more incoherent. Wonho's heart couldn't feel more love as he watched the boy he loves become undone.

"I'm so close." Changkyun whispers.

"Fuck baby me too," Wonho admits. "Let's cum together yeah?"

Changkyun nods in a state of delirium, his senses are fading as his orgasm is approaching faster with each movement his body is making. He throws his head back as his body naturally releases on its own. The room is filled with loud fucks and moans as Wonho and Changkyun release in unison.

The smaller boy collapses onto Wonho's chest. Both of them are breathing hard as Wonho wraps his arms around Changkyun. He slowly pulls out of him and lays Changkyun down on the empty bed spot next to him. He rolls off the condom and throws it in the trash can next to his bed. He sighs as he faces Changkyun and slowly wraps one arm around him again.

The two of them stare at one another in complete silence. The only sound that's audible is their breathing subsiding back to its normal rhythm. Wonho smiles as he brings his hand up to Changkyun's face and pushes back the sticky hair from his forehead.

"That was," Changkyun smiles at Wonho. "Amazing."

"You think so?"

He nods. "I know so, I've never felt anything like that before."

Wonho smiles at his words. "Well, I'm happy to have brought out new feelings for you."

Changkyun frowns as he lays on his back and stares up at Wonho's ceiling. "You know, they're not new feelings."

"I know that."

"What the fuck where we even doing for the last three years Hoseok? We just wasted so much time on other people when really we could have been with each other."

Wonho sighs, knowing exactly how Changkyun felt. "If I could take all that back I would. I was really just scared that you'd never feel the same way towards me. If I would have just told you my feelings we could have been together sooner."

"No," Changkyun shakes his head. "This is my fault too. I had the same feelings and also didn't tell you because I was scared too."

"You were?"

"Of course possibly ruining a friendship is a scary thing. I would have liked to take that risk than end up with Jooheon though the more I think about it."

Wonho nods. "I understand that feeling. I wish there was just some way we had a do-over button to erase these last years of our lives so we could do them again correctly."

Changkyun understands how he feels. If he could go back in time and tell Wonho how he felt he would have. He looks at Wonho and sighs.

"Well, we can start over again if you'd like."

"How?"

Changkyun sits up and holds his hand out to Wonho. "Hello, I'm Im Changkyun."

Wonho looks at Changkyun. He sits up as well before taking the others hand into his own and shaking it firmly. "Hello, Changkyun I'm Lee Hoseok. I usually don't do this with guys I just met but would you like to grab a cup of coffee with me or something?"

Changkyun smiles as he gets off Wonho's bed picking up their shirts and handing Wonho his. "I would love that Hoseok if we leave right now we can beat traffic."

Wonho laughs as he puts on his shirt. "Wait, you really want to get coffee now?"

Changkyun stops for a second, contemplating his question. "Yes actually, I would really like that. We can start over from today and see where it takes us."

Wonho gets off his bed and walks over to Changkyun, He wraps his arms around his waist and pulls him in for one last kiss.

"I would love that."

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