whenever i feel myself slipping into the deep dark void my brain will do whatever it can to cling to something, anything, to find something to fixate on so i don't disappear into the trenches. i guess dnd is the new one
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whenever i feel myself slipping into the deep dark void my brain will do whatever it can to cling to something, anything, to find something to fixate on so i don't disappear into the trenches. i guess dnd is the new one
I gotta find a way to not rot every time I'm on my computer. I have the motivation to be creative, but I just... don't do that. Instead, I scroll for hours, losing track of time and that's it.
I really really wanted to get stuff done today, but unfortunately, it didn't work out the way I wanted it to. I tried a new medication today for my ADHD, and I'm out of the one I usually use and... it doesn't do anything, AT ALL!
I am currently experiencing the same thing I go through if I just don't take any medicine. I hate this so much, why does my entire God damn life hinge on stupid medication? Why do I have to pay so much to function normally? Why can't I just function normally in the first place?
I hate ADHD so much, I hate it. I can't do ANYTHING I enjoy, because I just can't focus hard enough to do it! I hate this stupid mental disability so much!
Rant over, I just needed to get that off my chest, I'm so tired of this bull crap man...
I had too many thoughts today and I felt weird in my body all day and I felt out of place. I felt like I don’t deserve to exist, I felt like a nuisance, I felt like a burden today. And it was only one day today, but it’s felt like this too many times and I worry that it’ll happen again.
ya’ll treating James having ADHD like something funny and quirky have no idea how fucking awful having ADHD really is
gonna be an hour late to work lmfao
Star Trek Pairing Tier List I made at 2AM
S1E14 Star Trek TOS Balance of Terror Commentary
Because people say it's awesome and my ADHD couldn't focus on it the first time
Ooh party time?
JANICE
Yay!
Oh right it's a wedding
Oh yeah this is the guy who dies T-T
Janice is just standing in the background my queen-
Aww her little feather hat
Orville finale flashbacks
"Our many beliefs" opposite of Orville flashbacks lol
Anyways why are these planets named after Earth people
Oh is that just what they call them
Yay we're on the bridge!
Oh look it's the racist guy
I love whenever nuclear weapons are mentioned because I think of the NSDA Speech and Debate topic that one time
Spock expositing in the best way possible
Charly Burke vibes
Aw lovebirds
Everyone's dyinggg
Dang okay
Gosh
They're GONNA KILL MORE PEOPLE
Where the frick did they get that from-
Oh this is where that one Uhura picture comes from
You can tell Romulans and Vulcans are related by their diva-ness
You FRICKING [REDACTED]
Spock's lil pout :(
Yeah get him Kirk
Oh yeah the Praetor
Reading Killing Time rn don't know how I feel abt em
"Danger and I are old companions" slay
Yay moral dilemmas I love them
Oh dang this is deep I do feel bad for not paying attention the first time
Shut the frick up Stiles
I made a meme about this episode and someone on r/treksons glammed it up for me and I will be forever grateful for that
McSpirk is really the trio of all time
I love Sulu so much
I love them all
Except for Stiles
SHUT THE FRICK UP YOU ACTUAL
NO ONE INSULTS SPOCK AND GETS AWAY WITH IT
How is something bad even by Earth standards Earth kinds sucks
[insert that one post about Bones being needed for the McSpirk dynamic because he's the emotion Spock's the logic and Kirk's the mediator]
I love this guy he's such a vibe
Feel like I've seen Stiles' actor somewhere before too
Bro JANICE WAS ASKING A QUESTION-
Oh okay
I get he's stressed I just think Janice needs a break
Why she hugging him like that-
I love Janice so much
RIP old guy
I love how Kirk and this dude know exactly what the other is going to do because at the end of the day they're similar
I love you Spock
Man he's so depressed about it
Choices must be made
And it sucks
No he died :(
They throwing the corpse out?
Their seriousness as this happiness
They're super similar
I love you Janice
Aww he looks so sad :(
Man I love William Shatner's acting
Oh this is where that Bones quote comes from
"million million?"
Okay whatever.
DANG
McKirk
Wait what happened-?
"pHaSerrss"
I love 60s graphics man
Oh my gosh nuclear bombs
I love how Uhura always falls so elegantly
Oh okay we're fine because it's the future I guess
Yay Uhura!!
Man this guy's annoying
GO CHASE AN ASTEROID STILES
Wow actually hearing "in a different reality I could've called you friend" is nuts
Oh my gosh that's dark
I knew Tomlinson died but when Bones said it I JUST-
Gonna cry
Oh my gosh poor baby girl
This woman is a great example of "no small characters" dang
Wow okay
that was still kinda hard to get through in terms of being able to pay attention for some reason but it was good