#i just...fuck

[lesetoilesfous]

Filed under things about Todoroki Shouto that break my heart number 45678: this panel.

Burning (ha) questions - Todoroki is irrational when it comes to his father, but he isn’t delusional. Has Enji done this before? Planted friends or foils in Shouto’s age group, only to try and manipulate him? Is this part of why Shouto keeps his distance from his peers?

[chainslobber]

I've been job hunting since January because freelance art is not sustainable and nobody wants to hire disabled folks. I can't sell commissions anymore. I have to keep uprooting myself because of AI scrapers and no NSFW on websites. Patrons are dropping like flies cuz people don't/can't support me anymore. I'm just beyond exhausted and fed up sometimes.

All the people shaming artists for deleting their works and moving are usually people with thousands and thousands of followers who aren't bothered by this, they always make enough to survive. It took me almost fifteen YEARS to make 1,000 followers on twitter when it was THE best place to promote yourself.

I can't wait another fifteen years to build back up an audience. I can't wait fifteen years to try and get people to find me and share my stuff around. I'm tired over crying over fucking /drawings/ that people didn't give a shit about. What would you do if you woke up and Tumblr nuked your blog? Years of posts gone simply because they wanted your writing or art or photos for money?

My art was all I had. Yeah, I can upload it elsewhere, but it'll never be the same. The few, lovely nice comments I got are all gone. I'm just tired of crying over this shit. Every time I go 'well, hey, things are looking up a little!' it gets taken away.

Yeah, my art's kinda ugly, and yeah, people don't share or reblog or whatever the hell anymore so it's harder to get found but god damn I'm at my limit.

[creed-of-cats]

What she says: I'm fine

What she means: Do you ever think about the tragedy of Gerard Keay and Jonathan Sims? Mag 153 when Jon said "Gerry wasn't yours." with a snarl to serial killers. How Jon grew fond of him through statements alone "Our Gerard." How lonely Jon was when meeting him, and how every avatar up to that point has hurt him, and how it just gets worse. How the other characters either hurt him or treated him like shit, many times, because of things outside of his control. "I always wanted my friends to call me Gerry." How Jon burned Gerry's page even though it would harm him (through the eye's hatred of lost knowledge, and through the anger of the hunters) because he believed Gerry was a person and deserved better. "Just rest." How they were both kind and did their best to help people despite it all. How they were manipulated into terrible situations because of it. They would have been such good friends. Fuck, maybe if Jon had Gerry to remind him that he is not a monster some marks could've been avoided...maybe they could've had a softer epilogue.

[meanderings0ul]

I know we're all rightfully losing it over many things in 6x11 but Benson killed me. His fear killed me. Because that's the nightmare you'd carry forever. I knew what you wanted, but did I miss something? Did I get it wrong? Did I fail you? And to have that deepest fear flung in your face like that. Gently. With the voice of your husband. I still feel kind of ill.

Serious kudos aos. That was a horrific and powerful scene.

[razzmatash]

whyyyyyyyyyyy shipping costs so muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch

/rolls around/ fucking fuck fuck

[evyisaks]

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[likenineyearsold-blog]

Me: I want a 20-25 year old for Cecelia

Also me: Crystal Reed tho...