my posts aren't even about scheming or plotting anymore everything has turned into yearn slop. is that all i think im capable of? is that really it? im fucking insane in the head
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my posts aren't even about scheming or plotting anymore everything has turned into yearn slop. is that all i think im capable of? is that really it? im fucking insane in the head
iʼm on a trip but iʼll be back to activities by sunday 🤍
LFRP: Ylaziel Thel Al’Qamar
Age: 25
Birthday: 24th sun of the 1st Astral Moon
Race: Raen Au Ra
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Panromantic Demisexual
Marital Status: Single
Server: Mateus
Physical Appearance
Hair: Snowy white
Eyes: Lavender with azure limbal rings
Height: 4'7/140 cm
Build: Hourglass for shape, lean for build.
Distinguishing Marks: Scars, a pletora of them. The one under her left eye is the only one visible usually. Pearlescent, small and smooth scales, white, shifting with colors, mostly a faint purple and blue. A really, REALLY long slender tail (5′2/175 cm). Despite her short bangs in the front and the back, her hair runs down in a long braid to her rear.
Common Accessories: A silver crescent medal embracing a round sapphire hanging from her neck. A leather bag on her side and usually a bunch of weapons like throwing knives hidden on her person. Since she is refusing to talk currently and considered mute, a small notebook and pencil is always close by.
Personal
Profession: Mercenary/Assassin
Hobbies: Observing the world from a rooftop/cliff, the night sky, reading, sketching, exploring, people watching, cartography, singing
Languages: Common, Thavnairian
Residence: A small flat in the attic of the Mirage teahouse in the Goblet. A room in the Stray.
Birthplace: Somewhere in Doma
Religion: -
Patron Deity: Menphina
Fears: Loss of her loved ones. Being abandoned. Not being strong enough to protect the ones she cares for. Her past catching up to her. To be a slave again. Being violated.
Relationships
Spouse: None
Children: None
Parents: Yukikatsu Kageshi(Father), Akiko Kageshi(Mother, deceased)
Siblings: -
Other Relatives: -
Pets: -
Traits
Extroverted / In Between / Introverted
Disorganized / In Between / Organized
Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded
Calm / In Between / Anxious
Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable
Cautious / In Between / Reckless
Patient / In Between / Impatient
Outspoken / In Between / Reserved
Leader / In Between / Follower
Empathetic / In Between / Apathetic
Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic
Traditional / In Between / Modern
Hard-working / In Between / Lazy
Cultured / In Between / Uncultured
Loyal / In Between / Disloyal
Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful
Additional information
Smoking Habit: Hookah now and then.
Drugs: None
Alcohol: She tends to drown her sorrows in some rum. Trying not to.
RP Hooks
Mercenary: Most frequently she is escorting caravans from Ul’dah to Vesper Bay or Gridania, taking on body guard jobs now and then as well. Maybe hire her!
Vigilante: Sometimes she tends to take matters into her own hands if she deems necessary. Bandits, pirates, slavers beware.
The Stray/The Mirage: She helps out in those establishments as barkeep/waitress. Mayheps someone has seen her or got served by her there.
Wanderer: Yla is a wanderer, tries to stay on the move all the time to keep her mind busy and not stay at the same place for too long so she ‘wouldn’t be found.’
Informant: She is the leader of the Shadow Sanctuary, dealing in artifacts and information also quite skilled in espionage and recon. Maybe you need her services. Scout jobs, track someone down, you need a map done.
Treasure Hunter: It’s a rarer thing, but she needs to make ends meet sometimes so delving into ruins for relics and artifacts for the Sanctuary’s vault or for sheer coin is always on the table.
Hardships & Charity: About nine years ago, the raen spent quite some time amongst the refugees from Ala Mhigo on the streets of Ul’dah before her adventuring career began. She is well known amongst them and goes back to them quite often to help them out and they help her out with information. She used to disguise herself as a young boy for a while to keep a low profile.
Thavnairian Criminal: That’s something that should be discussed beforehand. She is a wanted criminal across the Isle of Thavnair for murder. She killed at least two dozen people over a couple of nights, though her name is unknown there.
Healer: Yla, due to her past is quite talented with herbs and ointments, as well as treating wounds. She can use conjuration as well after studying for a few months in the Gridanian Guild, but usually that’s a last resort or because of an unusual circumstance. It exhausts her greatly. But... If she finds you injured, you can bet on that she will outstubborn you and treats your wounds.
Strange Aether: She keeps it well hidden, but depending on her mood, her aether can be felt by those who are sensitive to it. It shifts between Ice and Darkness, it’s extremely strong and abundant so she constantly has to use it to get rid of the ‘excess’, otherwise it ‘leaks’ if she loses control. She has some dark powers but NOT Void related.
Contact Information
Tumblr, In game(Ylaziel Thelalqamar on Mateus), Discord, just shoot me a message beforehand for the ID.
OOC information
I’m from EU but on a rather weird schedule. I’m usually around from 6-7 PM EST until 10-11 am.
I’m looking for story driven RP, long term connections of all kinds, even romantic, though how she is currently it will be a longer process to crack that shell.
I like all kinds of RP, adventure, combat,dark and mature themes, a bit of slice of life. I like ERP but that won’t happen without a proper reason/build-up. I keep an open mind for many many ideas, feel free to speak up. Toss’em ideas at me!
I like to RP in game and Discord, the former is preferred until we establish some form of connection between the characters.
IC and OOC stays separate, though i would love more friends to do stuff with regarding Rp/Content.
OOC communication is key. I’m a friendly person and kind according to others, i will always try to discuss things to make sure we smooth out or avoid any bumps on the road. And throw all your plotting at me. I LOVE PLOTTING! Also... Discussing headcanons like... Mmmm!
English is not my first language so excuse me if my phrasing is weird or off, if you don’t understand something just let me know, i will try to explain the best i can.
HIATUS (aka anna neglects her sadie)
out. i haven’t been here in ages, and i’m so sorry about that. i miss sadie and her friends, her loves, all the development we’ve mae around here but life’s been hectic and i can’t promise it’s gonna get any better.
uni has been getting the best of me, and so much of my life has changed too. i’m dating a boy I really love, which I didn’t really think was possible for me; i’ve made friends, proper friends, not those colleagues i had before; i’ve been going out more, and i’m rarely ever on my own anymore.
i’m happy. properly happy. but i still feel something is missing, and i think it’s this place. i’ve been trying to start a blog, not a roleplay blog, like a journal blog to help me write again. i'd like to come back here, eventually, but i don’t know when that’ll be. i tried on vacation, but even then, i always had something to do or somewhere to be that wouldn’t let me do it.
so i won’t make any promises. i just went on a spree deleting my tumblr blogs but this one and sadie’s original kingsman one were the only ones i didn’t have the heart to. so i leave this here as i promise that i will come back eventually, even if most of the people i’ve written with are gone by then.
love, anna.
ps: you can find me at @davenprts, and please do! i’m absolute shit at keeping in touch, but if you care enough, please come after me.
..hey if you guys ever wanna plot with Wynter, let me know
someone give me all the plots
You know what my problem is? I don't have anything to nerd out about right now. And by nerd out I mean in terms of me, because God and all of you know I nerd HARD or not at all. And the key is that I don't nerd alone because that's no fun, like I gave up making LOST gifs because I was literally the only person who gave a shit about that and there's no satisfaction in being the only one that gives a shit. However I cannot think of how to remedy this. Sigh.
My writing went from "sort of good" to "I can only write academic papers this is bullshit" real fast.