#i really am sorry...

[ithinkimokeei]

my biggest sin was to cheat on my wife (christian pulisic) with that beautiful woman...

[pausescreen]

I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much for what feels like quite a while. In truth, despite finally reaching one hundred followers which honestly, I thought I would never reach, I am in a tremendously huge ‘art slump’ right now; and what I mean by that is I have been taking content in and seeing many wonderful creations out there, but I myself can’t seem to be able to make anything at the moment, let alone anything presentable to post, scribble or not. 

I have a lot of WIPs right now, and ideas, but to put it simply I am just not in the right state of mind to work on any of them right now. (Plus I don’t really like posting WIPs anyways... It’s just not my kind of thing.) This sounds like an excuse, I am fully aware. But every time I try to create anything I just don’t have enough stamina/interest to finish it through, or just not enough confidence to even begin an idea. It’s Summer Depression Hours (tm), I guess. Happens every year. But something about it this time feels very... distinct, and different. 

I’m really trying to push through this but please know it has been tremendously difficult to even open any of my art programs. I just don’t feel it’s worth it, to be blunt. That nothing I make really matters. I burnt myself out on making t\wewy content and now that I want to make more self indulgent things... my brain feels sort of frizzled? If that makes any sense- it probably doesn’t though. I’m not sure. Maybe I just feel cripplingly alone. 

All in all; I’m deeply sorry for the lack of anything on here and hopefully I’ll get over myself soon to post more. 

If you see this, please give it a like to let me know you’ve seen it. Thank you. 

[outinthedark]

I’m sorry!

I’m sorry I’ve been so inactive! School became busy again and I haven’t had as much interest in the blog as I did... But I would like to get back into it again, and I’ll try to answer all of your asks soon! It might take me a little while because I want to give each of you a good answer lol and not just BS them because I’m pressed for time. Please bear with me, I’ll get back into it again soon!

[sassinalass-blog]

Guess who lost the note they’d made about the starters they own on here...

I found it again. But work is nearly over so I’ll have to do them later. I’m sorry Dears

[realmxofxremembrance-blog]

I would just like to inform you all that I will be going on hiatus for awhile-- I just can't find my muse interesting right now and I'm also going through some bs in rl. I lost a pet and that's adding to the depression I already have...sorry everyone. If you want to still keep in contact with mun you can muns instagram which is Kay__done Again I am sorry to everyone. D:

[excessively-english-jd]

hey can you stop being so obnoxious about hamilton??? if you dont want to listen to it fine but it's getting really annoying watching you be like 'oh their english accents are so bad' and then saying songs by those performers are the one's you know because they're 'more musical'. if you're gonna listen try and appreciate it for what it is.

Sorry, I’m not meaning to be obnoxious about it, I’m just listening to it and putting down my thoughts about it. I’ll try and make sure I don’t have ‘Hamilton’ in any posts so it won’t show up in searches, I’ve been trying to avoid tagging it but of course Tumblr works on searches now...

And I’m really sorry but... when did I say those songs were better for being more musical or anything? What I meant by that was that they’re more musical (as in, sung to a melody) and slower and follow a more recognisable tune, so I pick up on and remember them better. The fact is that I cannot rap, and though I’m enjoying listening to the soundtrack (trust me, I am) I’m just not picking up those lyrics as easily. They’re faster and for me, harder to remember. It also helps that King George III sings the exact same tune every time he’s on stage, so of course I’ve picked up on that faster too.

I promise, I don’t hate it, and I really do think it sounds good. I’ve been listening to it on repeat all day today, and I will admit that although I was wary about the rapping/hip-hop vibe of it I’ve actually come to like it quite a bit. It’s an interesting and unique piece of theatre. I’m just really new to it and wanting to put down thoughts.

[damnedcarnies]

{{OOC}}

Sorry, guys.  A bunch of stuff came up this week, so I've been away.  That said, things haven't quite smoothed out, so I'm going to have to take a brief hiatus until I can get my shit together.  Shouldn't take more than a couple of weeks.  

[heatofkatakeoantares]

( Sorry for the inactivity, I've been packed with work. x-x If I owe replies and I don't get to you in the next day or two, please feel free to bug me.)