#kikis chats

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I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much for what feels like quite a while. In truth, despite finally reaching one hundred followers which honestly, I thought I would never reach, I am in a tremendously huge ‘art slump’ right now; and what I mean by that is I have been taking content in and seeing many wonderful creations out there, but I myself can’t seem to be able to make anything at the moment, let alone anything presentable to post, scribble or not. 

I have a lot of WIPs right now, and ideas, but to put it simply I am just not in the right state of mind to work on any of them right now. (Plus I don’t really like posting WIPs anyways... It’s just not my kind of thing.) This sounds like an excuse, I am fully aware. But every time I try to create anything I just don’t have enough stamina/interest to finish it through, or just not enough confidence to even begin an idea. It’s Summer Depression Hours (tm), I guess. Happens every year. But something about it this time feels very... distinct, and different. 

I’m really trying to push through this but please know it has been tremendously difficult to even open any of my art programs. I just don’t feel it’s worth it, to be blunt. That nothing I make really matters. I burnt myself out on making t\wewy content and now that I want to make more self indulgent things... my brain feels sort of frizzled? If that makes any sense- it probably doesn’t though. I’m not sure. Maybe I just feel cripplingly alone. 

All in all; I’m deeply sorry for the lack of anything on here and hopefully I’ll get over myself soon to post more. 

If you see this, please give it a like to let me know you’ve seen it. Thank you. 

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Sorry Givenchy Beauty but your cancel to me. This lack of shade range is disappointing. It costs nothing to be inclusive this ain't it sis.

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twewy fandom i just wanna say thank you so much for your support i love you all so much and im so glad to be a part of the waiting-for-the-squeal squad with you all 

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me: alright thats enough t\wewy for one month i should focus on other things 

me: sees one (1) t\wewy thing on my dash or tl 

me, getting my pen out: when you gotta you gotta- 

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Commissions Info!!! 

Unlimited slots at the moment unless I feel overwhelmed. 

I also sell some things on Redbubble if you’re interested! 

If you’d prefer ko-fi over paypal that’s fine too! 

And as always reblogs are super appreciated!! 

💫Thank you for your time!! 

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Hello! So cutting to the chase, my Dad recently had a heart attack (which then followed several other complications), and he’s back at home now, which is great. But he was there for about nearly three weeks; and you can probably imagine how much this is going to all cost…  I just… want to help him, in any way possible, as much as I could– even if it’s just a little bit. 

So to help, I’m taking commissions! I might even be willing to negotiate prices (depending/varying). 

And if you’d prefer just a doodle or sketch, I have a ko-fi! You can donate here and ask for a small commission, which I’d be more than happy to do! 

(FAQ can be found here. [And if you have any questions feel free to ask!])

If you can’t donate that’s totally understandable, though if you could spread this around and reblog it, it’d be really appreciated! Thank you. 

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okay so update… good news Ig is that I got the iPad sent. Bad news is that it’s not really up to date as the model itself is too old to do anything more than I already could have on my phone so… nothings really basically changed, I guess. All this trifle and sort of for nothing cause I’m still right where I left off lol… god I must seem like a brat but I’m pretty miserable right now. Sorry, Ig.

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clip studio I am waiting for u patiently…. Like a wife waiting for her husband to come home and his due date to arrive back to port is within a month or so….