#i suck!!!

[nowlerspeaks]

I think all of my problems stem from the fact that I’m completely unwilling to learn and improve myself, especially when it comes to my art, because it takes effort and I can’t be bothered to do anything that requires effort

if I actually worked and practiced all my problems would be solved! I’d be able to do my portfolio! or just work on my patreon! and thus not worry about spending my dad’s money anymore and not feel like shit about it anymore and I just

it seems so simple, it IS so simple but I’m not doing it, I’m not doing anything, I’ve spent the last month doing literally nothing it’s fucking unbelieveable

and every time I think about fixing it it feels like this impossible thing that I have no hope of doing, so I just give up before even trying and go back to spending half of my time sleeping and the other half either on the internet or playing video games

fuck!!!!

[schrodingers-romy]

Romy write something that doesn't contain declarations of love and/or excessive focus on physical contact and snuggling challenge EPIC FAIL

[deathdevil]

planet zoo is so hard I can't stop playing it

[holy-tm]

Dunno why I assumed I'd be good at all after months of not drawing. I only made like 4 wips for myself later.

I'm still not over how I can't draw as well I used to?? There's a clear difference. Even if I assume more practice might help, its still upsetting. I used to be decent okay??? I loved drawing silly little things.

Still bad, still mad

[colourmeastonished]

Haha feeling very guilty bc I patched my friends and their kinda boring dnd game (that I thought would probably be cancelled bc of so many people backing out) to go get drunk at my work and play a couple tunes at the open mic and then try to leave and join my friends but wind up chatting w the door staff for an hour and then getting MORE drunk w a pal from another bar who popped in and then completely miss the window where my pals were online bc tbh I didn't want them to be all "I told you so" about my breakup bc they don't rlly want to understand the full picture and they don't like my ex and haha yeah I'm a complete dick for patching them oops I'm gonna hate myself in the morning😬

[consquence-blog1]

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[leopardsealz-remaking]

me:

my brain: everyone thinks ur annoying and immature and ur friends only put up with u bc they feel like they have too :)