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fuck my chud life i'm so mad i didn't talk to him more GRAAAHHH

ALWAYS ask a killugon fan what happened july 16th 2026

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Yes, he wasn't lying when he said he killed people randomly...

#I don't know what to say.#Like #right now I'm like...#I d k #I'm #um #milgram #milgram mikoto #milgram project #milgram t3 #milgram trial 3 #mikoto kayano #kayano mikoto

It's okay, y'all, truly! I've got a bunch of shin ramyun. It'll be okay. It'll be okay. It has to be okay, because it's always only ever been okay, and I'm strong. People tell me I'm strong. So I have to be strong. Think Mom might actually need me, a little. Idek. I try so hard, for her. Never enough, but I try. For her.

The one I made is black, though... I finally understand why Google said "shin black ramyun is very light on spice" or whatever. I guess I've been eating red, idk. The bone broth is deep and flavorful.

...I hate it? How dare I? But I do? Red is too hot for me. But black is :/ why not just make some tonkatsu, really :/

I wanna make more (some red), but I'm too full and IDK that I can handle it. I haven't even finished the "premium."

On loop, in my brain: in the end, by Linkin Park. Ofc one of my favorite people just... didn't... want to... damn, I've been teary all day. I don't like it. T was supposed to help with tears. It HAS helped. Just... not enough. The agony never subsides. "I tried to stop..." I don't understand how I'm ever supposed to live a human life again

All I can do is weep and wail like the loser I've always been told I am but

If caring is weak I'll gladly be weak the rest of my pathetic, stolen days

Take the boat, swear to me never to tell — the secret you know of the angel in hell! Actually. That quote doesn't work as well when "Angel_in_Hell" isn't my perpetual username. Oop.

Don't look me up. I'm sure all my stats fucking suck

I think I have a fucking poll on accident but

Why am I supposed to care

Fuck

Bye

idc

Idc

Voting ended onJul 16

#lol #I'm #a bad person #I know I'm a bad person #but I don't know what else to be #I'll do anything #anything to just #I don't even #I have to go NOW—

MAEVE I FORGOT TO ASK how did talking w junseo go :3c

AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO ANSWER OMG MY BAD!!! i was gonna come back to answer and then i completely forgot i got this ask at all

FIRST OF ALL THE DAYS LEADING UP WERE TERRIFYING!! the people hosting the call had us on such a tight schedule that i actually missed the confirmation email deadline. my friend help me fib by saying i had sent an email but didn't think it went through. thank fuck that was accepted.

for the actual day of, i was incredibly nervous. i have trouble processing audio, which is why i haven't dared trying to go for a call before then BUT!!! i was honestly relieved that it was a whole-day thing, and the staff were kind and patient and i didn't worry too much!!

i literally had like my phone screen recording, my old busted phone set up as a backup recording, and my laptop recording too, it was probably so extra but i was gonna make sure i had a recording dammit.

the actual call was only for a minute but omfg it went both slowly and really fast. i didn't have much of a plan, but i did want to show him the dkb inspired tattoos i'd gotten. other than that, it was completely going with the flow.

FIRST OF ALL????? MAN RECOGNISED ME FROM JUST MY FACE, NOT EVEN A FULL SECOND INTO THE CALL???? like i hear my phone being passed to where it was for him, the reveal happens, and i manage to wave, and there he was, only just raised his hand to greet me before he went :o and said "Long time, no see!" HKDFHWHF i was so flustered, and had gotten so lost in "remember to introduce yourself, since he might not know you," that i didn't catch it and started my intro, where he must've thought i just didn't hear him, bc he brought the mic part of the earphones closer to his mouth to say "long time, no see" AGAIN T^T

told him that i really didn't expect him to remember me when my brain finally caught up and like he just casually brings up that he remembers me from the tour. the world tour, almost TWO YEARS PRIOR???? that was the one and only time i've ever seen him like face to face. (he's insane)(must've helped that i wore the headband with fluffy bear ears i was wearing for the world tour concert)

ANYWAYS!! i showed him my tattoos, explained how they related to dkb (they're fireworks bc of course, one for each of their albums. right now i only have one for youth, one for love, and a third one for growth, but i'm planning on making it a sleeve with all of their albums' colours). and ray... his face just lit up i can't believe it...

GONNA START CRYING HE LOOKS SO 😩😩😩

and then he busted out the hands together part of sorry mama and danced a little (i said the title tracks' korean names, just so there wasn't any confusion on what i meant). i (badly) danced a little of sorry mama with him....

my friend said that the best idea was to let them finish the call bc staff is less likely to cut them off if the time is up than they are with cutting off fans, so... thanked me for coming and said "have a fighting day, have a fighting year," and made a heart (he can have mine if he wants it)

THANK YOU FOR ASKING. i will literally never ever get over this.

(my friend literally had a call with dkb in january and when she mentioned my name (she was sweet enough to ask junseo to give me a little message) he literally recognised my name from bubble. i will never ever get over this man i swear... and he's not making it easier to.)