#i'm a nutter

[augustabella]

Tuesday I watched A Blade of Grass again.... I don't know how often I've seen this episode so far, but I suppose at least 50 times, easily.

But it touches my heart, and whenever I feel low I turn on the Bluray-Player and watch it. Rory's performance as the Orderly is so heartbreaking, so beautiful and endearing.

And every time after this episode has finished I wonder how the Orderly died. Did he die by a natural cause, was he killed by demons or by Dracula? Or did have a terrible accident?

I was a big fan of Rory before this episode , but afterwards I completely lost my heart on him, something that has never happened before to me with an actor.

But you know what? He's worth the admiration. Not only his screen work. Especially his stage performances are literally breathtaking. At least for me.

I saw him as Macbeth and in Young Marx on stage. And gosh, he's brilliant on stage.

And I really hope he'll return to London and to the theatre as soon as possible

[distant-rose]

@asthewheelwills and @wholockgal after reading your replies, I would kindly like to inform you that I’m not above bribing you with tea or some other form of enticement in order to know how badly Neal’s ass gets handed to him in Where You Lead.

[albertperceval]

Goes looking for a file. Spends an hour reorganizing the directory because the file took more than 30 seconds to find.

[sweetness-doesnt-touch-my-face]

I’m going through a bit of a slow realisation now every time I look at photos of David Bowie considering his face is right next to me.

Life is strange. It’s taking me awhile to warm up to him but I think we’ll be best friends in no time.

[unnamedarmy]

It seems like the lines between reality and imagination have blurred. My life feels like one huge lie and finding the truth in it is like finding a needle in a haystack. 

[webtroverted-laughs-too]

Things that interest me:

I have about 15 dominant OCs and I'm obsessed with self-discovery and psychology, so I pick them apart to find the things they have in common (and see how it reflects on me.) So far:

1. They are trapped (by stone, walls, fate, curses, immortality, etc.) 2. They do not leave where they are comfortable (whether they are comfortable with the pain, comfortably numb, content or complacent.) 3. They were either neglected, abandoned (or abandoned by), had no parents or their parents were killed. 4. They never "loved" and lost, but have loved (or cared beyond their normal capacity) for someone that ultimately abandoned them. 5. The world will be better off when they are dead, their death ends mass suffering or their death advances the story in a positive direction.

Xxy, Iggy, Malfoy, Zeke, Akira, Krev, Sacha, Rafflesia, Lost, Tauros, Gren, Nemo, Subject, Leon, Silas

[whoatheart]

I'm watching a Christmas movie! It is October freaking 19th! Oh God, I've become one of THOSE people!

[millie-edie]

Wish I could sing in front of others without wanting to crumble and cry