"That. You care so much about these people, everyone here, that you wanna keep them alive, but you're just ok with... not having them by your side after that happens?"
".....I can't...."
"You can't what?"
"I can not get close to people."
"Why?"
"I don't want to."
"Are you scared? It's ok to be scared. You have to just let people in, though. If people don't know what you're going through, how are they supposed to help? How are they supposed to understand? Cuz right now, it just.... you look like a dick. You do it for everyone else because you care, but people aren't gonna see it that way."
"....The last person I was close to, and I mean, actually close to.....left me. Stuck. Forgotten. Abandoned, in someone's head. So no, I can't just get over that."
......y'all, when I say I had to pause the video and rewatch this bit to make sure I heard everything correctly—
We're making a lot of progress here. Like,, A LOT of progress. I'm still not a fan of Roxanne, considering the recent baby incident, but she makes some very valid points, and it's a HUGE step for Eclipse, coming to terms with the fact that he DOES care about everyone around him as much as he does, and letting himself have that moment of vulnerability with Roxanne
Not to mention, the implication that he was close with Moon, a long time ago. He wasn't just close with Moon, he was a PART of Moon. After the separation between Sun and Moon, Eclipse woke up and thought he WAS Moon, even
