#i'm selfish

[howetragic]

I think that one thing Nathaniel really struggles with is that there's Inara, this ridiculous woman who frustrates him to no end and can't get out of bed on time to save her own life, and yet........... she's done these impossible things. Saved the world twice over.

And he can't even just save her.

[afairycreature]

"And think of me fondly when your hands are on her"

Happier - Olivia Rodrigo

[i-dont-talk-for-days-on-end]

I never know if I ship Sherlock and John.

Because of course I do and look at them and oh my god just get married!

But on the other hand, what I really long for is not a spouse but a true and once-in-a-lifetime friendship. The kind of friendship most people never have the luck to find. The kind of frienship which is the truest, most selfless form of love I know.

[malykotek]

Me: says I'm depressed

People: lol everyone's depressed get over it you live the perfect life

Me: mentions symptoms of my depression

People: ey yo what the fuck? you need serious help lol good luck tho I won't help you but I will distance myself from you because I don't like your vibes rn you're too toxic

Me: thanks that helps so much. If all people I know distance themselves from me it'll be easier to kill myself so thanks! You're doing me a favor

[liyahsballetslippers]

I think we deserve new and fresh content from our KING Louis Wiliam Tomlinson (with we, I mean ME). Like, we haven't seen him for a few weeks, but he was gone for more than 100 days. I need something, it's too fookin quiet. TOMMO WHERE ARE YOU???

[bitchassslytherinsnakery]

Oh wow shit

[petrabakesstuff]

it’s my best friend’s birthday tomorrow. should i bake her a regular chocolate cake or a blackout cake that i’ve wanted to make for a while but kind of want to have to myself

[faelyreal]

Love

Love shouldn’t be as important as it is right? I mean it’s only a 4 letter word, why does it matter so much? Why do people fight for it? Why can’t people see when it’s unrequited? Why do people look for it in the wrong places? Why is it so easy to fall into but so to climb out of? Why can’t it ever be easy? Why does it always have to be hard? Why does no one ever love me back? Why do I always give my heart to someone only to have it torn up? Why do you love her? She doesn’t love you. Why would you fight for her? She wouldn’t fight for you. Why do you stand up for her? She never stands up for you. Can’t you see? She’ll never give you what you want. She hasn’t been up front with you. Will she ever? I can’t say but likely not. Can’t you see I would stand up for you? That I would fight for you? That I love you? That’s the problem isn’t it? I love you, when you can’t love me. If you can’t love me, then why would you talk to me for hours about the world? Why would hug me and smile everytime we’re together? Why would you be able to cry in my arms? Why would you be willing to listen to me ramble on and on? Why would fall asleep in my arms? If you didn’t love me then why would you do any of that? It’s cruel, for you do that then tell me you don’t love me. Is it selfish of me to want your love? Is it selfish of me to hate her for you loving her? Is it selfish of me to hope that you don’t work out? Is it selfish of me to look for your love towards me when you say it’s not there? It is, isn’t it? I’m selfish, aren’t I? I guess love makes you selfish. I’m drunk off of it, so I must be pretty selfish.