#i'm worn

[rien713]

And the car sat there

On the shoulder of the road

And I couldn't ask him why

Or when

Or how

And the other cars on the road

They flew past

Ours shook

From within

And he couldn't tell me why

Or when

Or how

So the car sat there

On the shoulder of the road

One door open

While I walked

The other way. 

[tigryonak]

I’m tired and I just feel old

[in-the-year--3005]

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[neurrotiic-mmind]

They tell me I’m trying too hard, They tell me to let go -to stop. To stop wasting -my time -my energy -my thoughts. To stop crying -about you -for you -over you. ‘Havent I had enough? He isnt worth your effort.’ They tell me you don’t care, that you’ve moved on… and a part of me believes it, because that is as it seems.. but another part of me, a bigger part, says no. I can’t. He does care. Maybe he even still loves me… maybe he can forgive me.. This part tells me, ‘I have to make it right’ 'There can be understanding’ It tells me 'keep trying’ 'dont give up’ I can’t just walk away… i tried. I couldnt. - I still can’t.

im trying

[lespetitsobjets]

I'm tired, I'm worn; my heart is heavy.

Tenth Avenue North, "Worn"

[nooneelses]

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[sagemeanswise]

I become afraid when my big brother doesn't come home the same night he left

[reyislife]

So I didn’t go to Miami, I went to Ft Lauderdale. Got lost, was bored, went to some flea market but wasn’t really interested, went to Ikea and wandered, then my friend and I just asked to go back home so we could go to the beach (it was rainy on the east coast) in our town. Most our trip was spent in a car listening to musicals... my mom realized how high I can actually go, even though it was just hitting a couple high notes here and there. Spent quite a few hours swimming with her and that was great bonding time.