#i..........am....................crying rn

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[celestialowlryxs]

So we…we had talked about a lot of different name options. Now that she's here and you can look into her eyes. Yeah, I know her name. This is Sarai. Named for her grandmother.

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[strawbkiwi]

[edit: turning reblogs off since TERFs have found this post. no one is forcing you to identify as intersex or saying you’re not really a woman. yes, PCOS is painful and i know this because i have it and it’s landed me in the ED. this post was not about the pain from PCOS, but the features it gives you from having increased androgens and how it’s instilled in you to hate those characteristics. this is not saying there is no point to treating PCOS, that it makes someone less of a woman, imply anything about transgender people (???), or that it isn’t painful. holy shit.]

Something that’s always really sad to see when I talk about intersex activism is the clear grief, misogyny, and internalized intersexism a lot of people jump to when I bring up PCOS.

PCOS, especially if you have hyperandrogenism, is an intersex variation. It can cause “male” body and facial hair, infertility, “bottom growth” during puberty, having a deeper voice, and countless other intersex traits. The World Health Organization estimates anywhere from 6-13% of women have PCOS worldwide, and over 70% of them are undiagnosed. Mainly people are put on hormones or birth control to “help,” all without being told they’re intersex. It’s merely a thing to fix, and that if they take a pill or injection they’ll look like a “real woman.”

I bring this up, and the first thing someone always says is usually along the lines of “well I’m not half man!” We have created a binary system that is so violently determined to put people in two bullshit boxes that the immediate response isn’t “maybe I’m something beyond, maybe there is more to this,” but to fight tooth and nail for the system that brought them so much suffering to begin with. 

And that person has gone through so much pain and dysphoria their entire life because of this beyond the other symptoms of PCOS. Everywhere you go, you see picture perfect women with no hair, flat stomachs, soft voices. In porn, you never see anyone with genitals that are like yours–you’re ashamed, you might not even tell your doctor you look different or go to check. You have to shave daily to cope with facing other’s bigotry or your own gender dysphoria, either with how you personally identify or what has just been imposed on you by society, what you think is “wrong.”

I see influencers sell the “PCOS diet.” I see intersex people give themselves eating disorders because not eating food will surely “fix it” as they desperately try to get into the box they simply can’t fit into. Thousands of dollars spent on treatments to hack one’s inherent biology. Dealing with the nightmare that is birth control in an attempt to look smooth and perfect and everything that justifies the “F” on their birth certificate.

And then at the end of some posts about PCOS positivity, you’ll see things like “don’t worry, you’re still a woman despite X!” You are Sisyphus pushing a rock up a mountain. You are not a woman in spite of something, you are not a man because of something. You are human and you are complex and you are you.

All because we label people at birth and sort them into one of two boxes that tell them everything they are meant to be. As many as 13% of women in the world could have PCOS, and we still fucking push for biological sex being the basis of who we are.

[milkymars]

Everything we know about Bill Cipher's past so far

His home was called Euclydia and it was entirely two dimensional. ("Flat minds in a flat world with flat dreams.")

Bill was unique among his people because he had a mutation that allowed him to see the third dimension. This can mean that either a) Euclideans don't have eyes and Bill is the only one who had one or b) if they did have eyes, he literally had a third eye.

Bill's parents were most likely named Scalene and Euclid. Entering either of their names into the computer gives the prompt LIFE FORM NOT FOUND. Bill is stated to only draw red and blue triangles in art therapy, so those were probably their appearances.

From the code JUSTFITIN, you get this colour-coded poem:

Rock a bye billy Please don’t you cry It’s not your fault You have that strange eye Stay safe with mommy You’ll never fall And we’ll always love you Sharp angles and all

Bill says that everyone in Euclydia loved him. However, it's more likely that he was feared because of his mutation and talk of a third dimension. Bill has said numerous times that love and fear are the same, and if you enter WELLWELLWELLBEING into the computer:

Bill's parents took him to a doctor to help suppress his vision of the third dimension. This has been discovered through the codes on the silly straw page:

Fussy eater, baby Billy / Wouldn't drink unless it's silly The doctor says three sips a day / Will make the visions go away Eye doctor of a different kind / Who wants to make his patient blind Twisted out of shape after the kill / The ghosts of his family are haunting him still

Bill is responsible for the Euclidean massacre. Reversed audio on the website says that "the sky is on fire", and when Bill talks about liberating his dimension, his eye shows a fiery landscape too. Though he claims to have liberated them both in Weirdmageddon and the transmission with Time Baby, he is regretful and misses home. If you type in EVENHISLIESARELIES, you get a transcript of one of his sessions in the theraprism.

And from the axolotl's poem in Curse of the Time Pirate's Treasure:

When he tells Ford about his home dimension, he says that it was destroyed by a monster. And when Ford says that he could seek out the monster and get revenge on it, Bill replies: "Sixer, it would eat you alive." Bill also says that if he tries to talk about the day Euclydia was destroyed, there's a loud buzzing in his ears and he blacks out for 30 seconds. Still, he tells others that he freed everyone and that they are grateful for it. Until he gets drunk and starts calling out for his mom, asking her where she went...

[rubikor]

A lonely teacup

[blushingcurrently]

need to be mouthing over someone's undies rn, need to makeout with their bulge through the fabric, need to have my fingers hooked in their waistband or up the leg of their trunks while I moan and whimper on it, need to feel their cock twitch more and more and get harder and harder as I kiss and beg and lose myself in tasting every inch of them 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[russianblush]

i can't believe connor made it just in time for the final award 😭

[unfunny-trans-girl]

It's normal to genuinely want to be a floret, right?

It's normal to ugly cry because it or anything similar won't ever happen, right?

It's normal to not want to be a person because the positive parts of the human experience don't feel worth the bad parts, right?

It's normal to not want to have meaningful thoughts and emotions, right?

It's normal to not want any agency or have to form an identity of my own, right?

It's normal to want to have someone take control of me like a puppet, for that someone to take care of me, and be someone who can only love me because I don't have the capability or agency to do anything meaningful, including doing anything to wrong them, right?

It's normal to fantasize about being lobotomized, right?

It's normal to break down into tears when I think about having to be a human, and that I'll never get the chance to be anything else, anything... less, right?

It's normal to feel scared of and even a little disdain towards the idea of being independent, right?

right...?

r-right. . .

help...