SERIES ── 𝑊. 𝑆 / heading dog
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bucky has gotten clingier and clingier over the weeks, kissing, clinging and staking his claim. hes confident until he realises he doesnt know how to please a woman.
fluff, abused dog bucky, kissing, morally grey behaviour, puppy behaviour, guard dog, bucky barnes is whipped already, slow burn, emotional dependence, parasiticesque relationship, hand holding, soft touches, grinding, unsure bucky, teaching, dry humping, female oral over clothes, whining, 'tell me how to please you,' jealousy, neck kissing, hearding dog literal, no verbal consent, physical consent.
18+ only — minors dni
inspired by winterarmyy’s winter soldier fanfiction
a herding dog didn't ask.
it didn't request that you go a certain direction or suggest that you might want to consider the alternative route. it simply appeared at your heel and applied gentle, persistent, completely unapologetic pressure until you were going where it had decided you were going, and it looked at you the whole time with those dark patient eyes like it couldn't imagine why you'd want to be anywhere else.
you understood this by the end of the first week.
it had started small, the way everything with him started small. you'd been heading to the commissary on the wrong floor, the one that had the better coffee but was two floors down and involved passing through a section of the building that was louder and more populated, and he'd appeared at your side in the corridor and his shoulder had turned you, gently, fractionally, in a slightly different direction. not a push. barely even a nudge. just the weight of him angled against your trajectory and the steady expectation that you would adjust to it, and you'd adjusted to it without really deciding to, and ended up at the commissary on your floor instead. you'd only realised what had happened when you were already there.
he did it again the next day with the elevator. you'd pressed the button for three floors below yours to pick up a report from one of the other teams and he'd appeared beside you in the time it took the elevator to arrive, looked at the lit button, and looked at you. the elevator opened. he'd pressed your floor number before you'd stepped fully inside. you'd said i need to go to three and he'd said i'll get it and you'd stood in the elevator going back to your floor while he'd gone to three, and he'd appeared at your office door twenty minutes later with the report and set it on your desk and gone back to his position in the doorway.
"you didn't have to do that," you said.
"i know," he said.
it kept happening.
you'd wander toward the kitchen too late, past the hour that he'd apparently decided was the correct hour for you to eat, and he'd be there, materialising at your shoulder with the particular energy of something that had been tracking your location and had an opinion about your choices. he'd nudge you back toward the table with a hand at your elbow, steering without grabbing, the lightest possible pressure in the exact direction he wanted you to go. if you stopped walking he'd stop with you and then the shoulder would turn again, the same barely-there weight of him redirecting you like a ship with a very large and very patient tug, and you'd find yourself going the right direction without having made the decision.
he'd decided what the right direction was in most situations, apparently. the commissary on your floor not three. the elevator to your level not the stairs when you were tired. bed before midnight, which he enforced by appearing in whatever room you were in and standing in the doorway and looking at you until you put the tablet down, and if you didn't put the tablet down he'd come and sit beside you and the proximity of him made the tablet feel increasingly beside the point until you put it down yourself.
"you're herding me," you said to him one evening, when he'd steered you away from the briefing room where a meeting was running two hours over and back toward your floor with nothing but the angle of his body in the corridor.
he looked at you.
"you are," you said. "you're literally herding me. like a sheep."
he considered this with the seriousness he brought to most things. "you don't go where you're supposed to go," he said.
"where i'm supposed to—" you stopped. "i go where i need to go."
"you go where the work is," he said. "not where you're supposed to be."
you looked at him. "those are sometimes the same place."
"not at ten at night," he said, and his chin tilted toward your floor in the direction he wanted you to go, patient and absolute.
you went, because you always went, because he was very good at this and you were increasingly terrible at arguing with him about it.
the nudging got more physical as the weeks went on, because of course it did.
it started with the shoulder, that barely-there redirection, and graduated to the hand at your elbow and then the hand at your waist, the same calm steering energy, the same complete confidence in the direction. he'd be behind you and the hand would settle at your waist and apply the faintest pressure and you'd shift course the way you always shifted course, automatically, the way you'd learned to move with him and not against him because moving against him was a theoretical option and moving with him was the actual option. he'd steer you through a crowded common room with his hand at your waist and his body blocking the approach from the left, keeping you moving through the space the way he wanted you to move through it, and you'd arrive at wherever you were going and he'd step back and cross his arms and look satisfied, and you'd say i could've done that myself and he'd say i know.
he had opinions about where you sat.
not unreasonable opinions. always the seat with the wall behind it, always the sight line to the door, always the position that he'd already assessed as the correct one before you'd arrived and would silently direct you toward with the shoulder or the hand until you were in it. you'd stopped arguing about this one early because the reasoning was sound and because his hand at your back steering you to the right chair was difficult to maintain strong feelings against.
the herding extended to other people.
if someone got too close to you in a corridor he'd close the gap between you and them with his own body, smoothly and without drama, just placing himself in the space in a way that made the space unavailable. if a conversation ran long and he'd decided it had run long enough he'd appear at your shoulder and the person you were talking to would invariably look at him and lose their conversational thread, and you'd conclude the debrief and he'd walk you away with his shoulder turning you in the right direction. he wasn't aggressive about it. he didn't glare or posture or do anything that could be pointed to and named. he simply existed between you and whatever he'd decided wasn't necessary, calm and large and absolute.
sam had commented on it once.
"does he know he's doing that?" sam had asked, watching bucky materialise in the corridor between you and a colleague who had been talking for a while.
"i think he knows exactly what he's doing," you'd said.
"and you're okay with it?"
you'd thought about it honestly. "he hasn't steered me wrong yet," you said.
sam had made the complicated face and gone back to his lunch.
what changed in the third week was the quality of the proximity.
the herding had always been functional, purposeful, the energy of something with a job and a clear idea of what the job required. what changed was that it became something else alongside the functional, something that didn't have a job except to be close to you. he'd stand behind you at the kitchen counter not to steer you anywhere but just to stand there, his hands at your waist and his chin finding the top of your head, and you'd let the morning happen around you and he'd stay until the coffee was ready and then step back. he'd sit beside you in the evenings with his knee against yours not because you were going somewhere or needed redirecting but because that was where he'd decided to be. he'd push your hair back from your face slowly, not because you were heading in the wrong direction but because he wanted to, and then let his hand stay at your jaw for a moment longer than the hair required.
it was still herding, technically. just herding toward him instead of away from something else.
one afternoon you'd been heading to your desk and he'd nudged you — the shoulder, the faintest pressure — toward the couch instead, and you'd gone because you always went, and he'd settled beside you and put his arm around your shoulders with the same calm certainty he put his arm around your shoulders when he wanted you to put your head on his shoulder, and you'd put your head on his shoulder and the afternoon had happened around you and neither of you had gone anywhere for two hours.
you'd looked up at him at some point and said "this is what you wanted."
"yeah," he said.
"you herded me onto the couch," you said.
"you were going to sit at your desk for four more hours," he said.
"i had work—"
"the report could wait," he said. "you needed to sit down."
you'd looked at the ceiling. "you can't just decide when i need to sit down."
"i can see when you need to sit down," he said. "so i can."
you'd thought about arguing with that and decided you didn't have the energy, which was possibly his point, and you'd put your head back on his shoulder and the afternoon had continued.
the kisses built the same way the herding built, incrementally and without a formal announcement, each one a small extension of something already established.
his lips at your temple after he'd pushed your hair back. the press of his mouth to the top of your head when he stood behind your chair with his hands on your shoulders. one evening at the kitchen counter, standing behind you with his hands at your waist and his chin on your head while you cooked, and then his mouth at the side of your neck, warm and slow, staying a moment before he straightened. you kept chopping and breathed carefully and said nothing and he kept his hands at your waist and said nothing and the kitchen smelled like garlic and the city went dark outside the window.
a saturday morning at the window with your tea, him coming to stand beside you with his shoulder against yours, and he pressed his mouth below your ear and his hand came to your waist at the same moment and the touch lasted longer than the others, several slow seconds of his lips warm against your skin, and then he straightened and said morning and you said morning back and neither of you moved from the window for a long time.
the herding became the touching became the kisses, all of it the same thing, all of it him deciding where you were supposed to be and moving you toward it with the same patient certainty, except that where you were supposed to be had shifted from your floor and your chair and the right seat in the commissary to somewhere much closer than any of those.
on sunday evening you were on the couch with your tablet and he came and sat beside you and took the tablet out of your hands and set it on the table and pushed your hair back from your face and let his hand stay at your jaw with his thumb at your cheekbone, and the room was quiet and the city was dark outside and you sat there and looked at him.
"bucky," you said, quietly.
"yeah," he said. rough and low. right there.
his thumb moved against your cheek. then he pulled his hand back and stood up and looked at you with something decided in his face.
"go to your room," he said.
you looked at him for a moment. "are you herding me to my room."
"yeah," he said, like this was obvious.
"bucky—"
"go," he said, patient and absolute, the same way he said everything when he'd made a decision.
and you went, because you always went, because he was very good at this and you had stopped pretending you weren't completely aware of where the herding had been heading this whole time, and you walked to the door and looked back over your shoulder and he was watching you with those dark eyes and hadn't moved, and the corner of his mouth was there, and you turned and walked out and you were smiling before you'd made three steps.
you pressed the elevator button.
the doors opened and you stepped in and then he was through them before they closed, stepping in beside you, and the doors shut and it was a very small space and he was a very large person and you looked at the numbers above the door. you felt him turn toward you. he took one step and his hand came up to your jaw and he kissed you, not the way he'd pressed his mouth to your temple or your neck, not careful and brief and still finding its way. he kissed you like he'd decided to, like the deciding had happened a long time ago and this was just the part that came after, and it was warm and sure and unhurried, and you kissed him back before you'd thought about it, which was becoming a theme.
the elevator stopped. your floor. the doors opened.
you pulled back and looked at him for one second and then you laughed, the genuine surprised kind, and slipped out into the corridor and ran. not frightened. the run of someone who knew exactly what was behind them and had decided to make it interesting, and the corridor was dim and yours and your room was at the end of it and your heart was doing something unreasonable and you were still laughing.
his footsteps started behind you.
even. steady. unhurried. the same pace they always were, and that was so much worse than hurried because the urgency wasn't needed, because he already knew where you were going, and he'd been herding you there for weeks.
you made it to your door.
your hand was on the handle.
his hand closed over yours, the flesh hand, warm and certain, and he reached past you and opened the door himself and held it, and you looked up at him, close, and his eyes were dark and the jaw was set and the corner of his mouth was something fuller now, something that had arrived completely.
"hi," you said, a little breathless.
"hi," he said. quiet. going nowhere.
you went inside.
so did he.
the door to your room clicked shut softly behind you, the quiet enveloping the space like a shared secret. bucky stepped in slowly, his eyes immediately seeking yours—dark, uncertain, flickering with anxious hesitation. your breath caught in your throat, mirroring the uneven rise and fall of his chest. his flesh hand twitched at his side, while the metal one remained still, its plates silent. the tension hummed between you, drawing you closer in tentative steps, like hesitant magnets.
he stopped mere inches away, his gaze locked steadily on yours, searching silently for any sign to retreat. you reached out tentatively, your fingers brushing the collar of his shirt lightly. his eyes widened just a fraction, his throat bobbing with a visible swallow. a small nod from you seemed to ease him, and his flesh fingers lifted slowly to trace your jaw—his warm palm cupping your cheek gently, his thumb stroking the bone with hesitation. your breaths synchronized, shallow and anxious.
your eyes held through it all, his pupils dilating as his lips brushed yours feather-light—testing, with a faint tremble at the corners of his mouth. a quiet whimper escaped you, your body leaning in instinctively, and he sighed shakily into the contact, pressing firmer but still so careful. his tongue darted out to wet your bottom lip slowly before sliding in lazily, exploring your taste with wide-eyed wonder, even as his eyelids fluttered.
his metal hand rose uncertainly, hovering at your waist until your fingers wrapped around his wrist softly, guiding the cool plates to settle there—pulling you closer inch by inch. a gasp punched from him, his cock stirring thickly in his pants, pressing lightly against your belly over the layers of fabric. his eyes darted down briefly, then back up to yours with anxiety, checking for permission. you nodded slowly, your hand sliding up to cup his jaw, your thumb mirroring his stroke on your cheekbone.
the kisses deepened unhurriedly, tongues gliding wet and tender—savoring every slide, breaths mingling hot and intimate. his free hand clenched into a fist before you took it, placing his palm over your breast slowly. the fabric barrier warmed under his hesitant knead, your nipple peaking tightly at the touch. your soft moan vibrated into his mouth, your hips twitching forward instinctively. he froze for a brief moment, his eyes snapping open wide to meet yours, an anxious flicker there until your reassuring gaze held firm, urging him onward.
you tugged the hem of his shirt up deliberately, peeling the fabric off his scarred and muscled torso—exposing the jagged seam where flesh knit to metal, pink ridges stark against his skin. his breath hitched sharply, his body tensing with uncertainty as your fingers traced the edges feather-light, your eyes locked on his through every pass. your lips followed, pressing open-mouthed kisses slowly along the scars—your tongue flicking the ridges gently, tasting the faint salt of his skin.
a shiver rolled hard through him, a low whine escaping his throat. his eyes squeezed shut then forced open to meet yours—vulnerable, an anxious plea shimmering in their depths. his metal fingers tightened fractionally at your waist, his flesh hand fisting the edge of the sheet nearby as you sucked soft marks into blooming red on his shoulder, your teeth grazing the lightest touch. his cock throbbed insistently now, his hips shifting restlessly, seeking friction over his pants.
your hand found his, guiding his flesh palm down to cup your ass slowly—pulling him flush against you, your pussy nestling against his bulge through the denim. mutual gasps traded in the kiss, eyes fluttering but holding hazy contact. he rocked experimentally in shallow motions, his cock dragging long over your folds—your wetness seeping into your panties quickly, soaking the barriers. an anxious tremble ran through his thighs, mirroring yours, breaths panting softly against parted lips.
lips parted slick and swollen, tongues thrusting lazily like a promise of deeper intimacy—marking mouths with gentle nips, sucking the swells until they turned pink and tender. you arched slowly, grinding back with tenderness, your clit catching the ridge of his shaft deliciously—a soft moan from you drawing his eyes darker. his hand squeezed your ass hesitantly until you pressed your fingers over his, encouraging a firmer grip. his cock pulsed hotly, pre-cum leaking steadily, his hips circling in an unhurried rhythm as he learned.
eyes locked with intense intimacy through the haze, his widening each time your pussy clenched slickly against him—uncertain but eager, his breath ragged. you slid your hand up, threading through strands of his hair with a gentle pull—tilting his head to deepen the kiss sweeter, tongues swirling thoroughly. he whined muffled into it, following your lead perfectly, his metal hand gliding up your back in a cool trail that soothed the anxious heat building so slowly.
you tumbled toward the bed together, him hovering over you on braced forearms—his weight careful not to crush, eyes searching yours anxiously for the next step. your legs parted invitingly, guiding his hips to settle between them slowly—his cock slotting perfectly along your pussy lips over the clothes, the forward drag drawing twin shudders. gazes held unwavering, breaths syncing as he ground languidly, the tip nudging your clit with precision.
his flesh hand wandered uncertainly up your side until you captured it, placing it over your breast again—his thumb circling your nipple slowly through the shirt, pinching feather-light at your nod. your back arched softly, your pussy fluttering wetly against his grind, a moan spilling free. his eyes fluttered half-shut in pleasure but snapped back to yours quickly—checking, always checking, that unsure glint softening under your pleased haze.
kisses trailed to necks now, his lips sucking marks of deep purple slowly—first under his jaw, his pulse thundering against your tongue, then blooming hot trails on yours. teeth grazed collarbones tenderly, marking skin red without a harsh bite. hips rolled in synced laziness, the dry fuck building a sweet tension coil—his cock throbbing relentlessly over your clit, your slick drenching the crotch lines mutually.
an anxious pause came as he lifted his head, eyes locking deep into yours— a silent question in their depths, his body trembling above you. you smiled softly, your hand in his hair tugging gently downward—guiding his mouth to your chest, shoving your shirt up to bunch it. his lips latched onto your nipple over the bra hesitantly, his tongue flicking slow circles— a wet spot darkening the lace as his suck pulled gently. your thighs quivered, grinding firmer instinctively but reined back to sweetness.
moans traded low and intimate, his muffled against your breast—vibrating through the fabric straight to your core. his cock jerked hard with each pass over your folds, pre-cum mixing into the slick mess. your fingers moved his metal hand to your inner thigh, spreading your leg wider—its plates gripping firm but careful, thumb stroking the denim soothingly. eyes met again through the veil of pleasure, his anxious wideness at your escaping whine, his hips stuttering briefly until your gaze reassured him.
he switched breasts slowly, lavishing the same tender sucks—teeth scraping the lace in the lightest graze, drawing gasps that made his cock twitch wildly. his body shook faintly above you, unsure eagerness shining in his eyes as you rocked up steadily, your clit grinding his shaft unhurriedly. your hand yanked his hair softly to arch your neck—he marked your throat with purple blooms, his lips lingering in long sucks.
you pushed his shoulders down gently, eyes holding his with hungry but hesitant intensity as he knelt on the floor—his nose nuzzling your pussy over the panties first, inhaling deeply with a shaky breath. his gaze flicked up anxiously to yours, waiting for your nod before his tongue dragged flat and slow over the cotton—tracing your slit deliberately, soaking it further. a loud moan escaped you, your hips lifting slightly—fingers threading through his hair with an encouraging light tug.
he licked broader and more tenderly, his lips sealing over your folds to suck softly through the barrier—his nose bumping your clit with sweet pressure. eyes locked upward constantly, watching every twitch of your face for guidance, his pupils blown wide with the pleasure of your taste filtering through the fabric. his metal hand gripped your thigh steady, flesh pressing your mound in slow circles—learning the pressure that made your pussy clench visibly, dampening further.
now circling your clit with focus, his tongue flicked lazily then lapped flat—suction pulling in gentle drags for delicious friction. thighs trembled mutually, his cock humping the air desperately over his pants, the bulge dark and wet. your whine escalated softly, hand pulling his hair firmer—his eyes fluttered but held yours, the anxious drive pushing bolder into sweet laps until the coil wound tight and lazy within you.
you tugged him up slowly, straddling his lap seamlessly—your pussy aligning perfectly with his bulge, the sodden fabrics sliding easily. mouths crashed together tenderly, tongues in sloppy sweet thrusts—marking lips, necks, and shoulders afresh, your teeth sinking into the scar seam again with slow sucks. hips rolled in synced languid motions, his cock gliding over your folds relentlessly, throbbing against your clit.
hands roamed as guided—yours placing his flesh to knead your breast, rolling the nipple; metal splaying over your ass to pull tighter into the rolls. eyes locked in hazy intensity through every grind, breaths panting shared—his widening at each pulse of your pussy, yours at the hot throb of his cock leaking steadily. anxious trembles chased away by the slow build, moans traded low in wet kisses.**n tension simmered into a sweet burn, grinding in deep circles—your clit grinding the peak of his shaft, folds hugging its ridge. release washed over you first in soft waves, your pussy pulsing to soak your panties in a flood, thighs clamping his hips as a cry muffled against his lips. eyes held through it, his darkening in awe as your body arched beautifully beneath him.
he followed moments later, his cock jerking ropes of thick cum into his boxers—grinding through his shattered whine, body convulsing as his arms crushed you close, trembling hard. gazes locked in vulnerable peak, breaths heaving in sync—sweat slicking skin, marks blooming mutually on necks, chests, and scars.
you collapsed tangled together, his shirtless chest heaving beneath you—scars red from your tender kisses. he nuzzled into your hair softly, lips peppering your forehead and jaw hesitantly—eyes searching yours with lingering anxiety, flesh fingers carding through strands in gentle query. you kissed a scar lingeringly and slowly, hand guiding his to your cheek—thumb stroking in mirror, gaze holding to reassure deeply.
bodies stayed melded close, pants damp and cooling slowly—heartbeats thudding together, breaths evening out in the quiet room. his metal arm wrapped around you in secure cool weight, flesh palm warm at your low back—both lingering in unsure bliss, eyes drifting shut in synced peace, the anxiety finally easing away into profound intimacy.
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