I get lost in those deep dark eyes....I'm drowning, but I do not want to be rescued ♡
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I get lost in those deep dark eyes....I'm drowning, but I do not want to be rescued ♡
Yesterdays looks. Gig 1 in Medicine Hat. No piercings no tattoos, flight attendant. Gig 2 Calgary @calgarytattooconvention with the @darlingdames and the always lovely and beautiful I saw soooo many ppl at the #calgarytattooconvention2019 #transformation #chameleon #nylawigs #flightattendant #bluesuit #longcurlyhair #nobodymods #redhead #girlswithmohawks #girlswithtattoos #girlswithpiercings #pinuo #sheertop #altgirl #iamhome https://www.instagram.com/p/B3ztSlfB-Ws/?igshid=q51mzv9f3fbr
° Accepting Flaws, is big girl business. ° Making tough decisions, is big girl business. ° Risking it all on calculated risks, is big girl business. ° Betting on myself, and doing the work to get the things I've dreamed of, has always been the goal. I love where I am in life right now. Father Godt, it's been a long time coming. #IamHome #TheHouseTheLocationTheSoul (at Atlanta, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bydpb4DptBw/?igshid=1ofxy5x50b8cm
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Light Study - Because winter light is swoon worthy too
November 28, 2018
I Am Whole, I Am Home
I am whole. I am home. There was a time I searched for love outside myself, until the universe whispered, “Stop. Look — you are already whole.” And in that moment, I realized I had finally come home to me.
🌷 Aku sudah pulang ke diriku sendiri. Aku sudah penuh. Semesta menjagaku dengan caranya yang lembut.
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I no longer seek love outside of me. I have found it here— in the calm of my chest, in the softness of my breath, in the quiet smile that asks for nothing.
Now, every morning feels like an embrace from the universe. I can walk alone, yet never feel lonely. I can sit in a pretty café, sip my coffee, and know that happiness has never truly left me.
My life is simple, yet sweet. Dirty clothes find their way to the laundry, meals always wait on the table, and my savings breathe again. My body has grown lighter too— because my heart no longer carries what isn’t its own.
I was raised with love, in a home where words were gentle. Though I’ve been hurt, I still honor my father’s last wish: to care for my little sister with a steady heart. And from that, I learned— that real love doesn’t need witnesses, only honesty and quiet consistency.
Now I understand peace. And I know it’s fair to want an equal— a man who doesn’t shrink me, but stands beside me. Who knows how to hold, not to bind. Who listens more than he speaks.
Somehow, I know he exists. A man soft yet strong, born in the Netherlands, living in Austria. A doctor who heals others, but knows how to heal my heart without saying a word.
He’ll praise me without being asked. Open doors with a half-smile. Offer me the first bite from his plate. Capture my candid laughter through his camera lens— because he knows I’m most beautiful when unaware.
Each week, he sends a small token of love— not because I need it, but because he wants me to feel his presence across the distance. Every three months, he’ll fly to Bali, carrying a hug that erases the miles between us.
We won’t live in drama; we’ll live in depth, in peace, in warmth. His love will be home— and I am ready to live there.
I am not waiting to be saved. I have already saved myself. I am whole. I am home. And for the first time, I am truly happy.
Can you guess where I am? #hospitaldischarge #iamhome https://www.instagram.com/p/CiB26R4vpGY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
The last days most of the people ask me : Where do you live now? Where is your home ? “ Athens, Berlin, Crete or somewhere else? My answer is: Every place I’ve ever lived became part of me. I’ve always been at home because I am my home. And you are your home. You are home. And you have to take care of this home because its is where exactly everything happening. Building a safe home inside ourselves is one of our great life works. Creating an inner house of strength and calm that can allow us to feel at home no matter where we are or what we’re dealing with — this is our goal. The only thing we have to do is to stay strong and allow our adventures in life bring us ever closer to ourselves. There is no place, building, location or any outer phenomenon that can offer us more security as the true home in ourselves”. I have a tattoo- a tree with roots- which symbolises exactly this. My body is my home - my temple and i can feel connected, rooted everywhere i go. #selfcare #youarehome #iamhome #selflove #yoga #yogapractice #asana #yogaeverywhere #meninyoga #yogainspiration #strenght #yogapose #readme #yogateacher #yogateachertraining #yogalife #happiness #yogalove #happysunday (at Berlin, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYzB5xtMgW_/?utm_medium=tumblr