Lilith‘s Song #IamLilith #lilith #songwriter #songwriting #singers #dark #darkbeat #demo #artist #me #layilafaon https://www.instagram.com/p/B_pmB1YoFry/?igshid=1qklj1gl6qifj
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Lilith‘s Song #IamLilith #lilith #songwriter #songwriting #singers #dark #darkbeat #demo #artist #me #layilafaon https://www.instagram.com/p/B_pmB1YoFry/?igshid=1qklj1gl6qifj
Have filmed the first session of the Lilith Movie ✨ #IamLilith #Shortmovie #artificial #director #ThETruthAboutLilith #surrealismart https://www.instagram.com/p/CGU0NaqnSgF/?igshid=12qjc2brilk8c
New ink #goldentattoo #Reputation #tattoos #tattoo #tat #iamlilith #lilith #inkedgirls #inked
My #transdayofvisibility statement: Who can afford to be visible? Cuz it's damn sure not queer Black folk like me. We get murked, which is why #transdayofremembrance is also a thing. What the fuck is up with all these holidays, anyway? I can't even keep up anymore cuz my being isn't bifurcated like these holidays suggest. The only ones visible are yte ppl. And as Lynx M'Chea said, even the language obfuscates the reality that yte supremacy is why binaries and gender policing exist to begin with. Y'all keep talking about how misgendering is violence, but what the fuck you got to say about people like me, Black people and intersex people and disabled people and parents who will ALWAYS be misgendered or can't afford to pass or whose correct pronouns and expression have been stolen? Visible? To whom and for whom? Visibility for you at the expense of those like me. I'm not trans, I'm not enby I'm not even genderqueer/vague or neurogender or anything else anymore. Cuz it's not just my transness that isn't seen. It's every aspect of me. The way I love, who I'm attracted to and how, my capacity to love more than one intensely, the way my brain and body works, my experiences and trauma and creativity, even the fucking fact that I'm left-handed in your terribly rught-handed world are NEVER seen. You don't fucking see me. You don't fucking care. You have to exist to be visible and I don't exist in the isty delusional world. I am what I've always been: Other. As in anything Other than that which you misperceive me to be. It started off as a term for those in the #cuilverse that were anything other than human but I realize now...when those who are allowed to exist (who don't have to beg for empty shit like visibility or bathroom access or media representation or equal rights from their oppressors) are Aryan princes, I am indeed anything Other than human. Of all those fucking boxes you are obsessed with building, the only one that ever applies to me, that allows me to be the Dragon Gentleman Goddess I am, is Other. #iamLilith #iamOther
Rofl, #cuilverse version: Queer enby and/or agender Black afab She is not "different", she's unique Survives oppression and Beckiness Ppl of all genders lustin Buuuutttt... Have they worked through their ists and shit? How will she create space to exist and will she actually find someone who isn't a bitch ass nigga or better yet, be fucking awesome without anyone laying claim to her? #OurOwnVoices #Blackfemmepower #iamLilith #Blackrepresentation
iamlilith replied to your photo “Day 6: It is waaaayyy too early. Rise and grind, lovies!”
Give me ur lips >.< #cute
lmfaooo grl stop nobody ever commented on my lips before im blushin'
To Do List (13/01/14)
You might have noticed I cut a considerable amount out. You'll find all of the old RPs on this list. Because I'm really finding it hard to get a muse and especially one for all of these RPs, plus pressure and stuff, I just cut a lot out. But if you're still adamant that you want to keep things going, you can send me a message, okay?
I won't be starting any new threads, but I might post a few intros here or there for new followers, if anyone wants one (just like this post); and I'll always reply to IC Messages!
I Owe:
Down at The Local || KingInTheYard
Closer || UnyieldingConviction
I’m Owed:
(Para)
Hanging On [by frayed threads of memories] || CaptainJHW
Novaturient || HighCheekbonesCollars
Dark Forest!AU, Vol. I || I-Am—Lilith
To Know, and Know In Turn || Mr-Trevor
"Sebastian-?" (Crack) || Mr-Trevor
Blood Makes Noise || SebastianWouldBeAppalled
He Taught Me Belonging AU || SebastianWouldBeAppalled
(Intro)
UtterlyMeretricious
NapoleonDeChantage
BloodSpillingDeductions
In The Lurch:
German Style || SebastianWouldBeAppalled
That last section is RPs I've had going for a bit, or discussed in length and we haven't gotten to in a while. Ones I really want to keep up, but I'm not sure if you're on the same page. So could you let me know if you want to keep them going or dump them? Please and thank you!
Dark Forest!AU: Vol. I || Once Upon a time, there was a dear little girl...
The theatrics didn't quite match up to the mood of the situation. Read the room, read the room.
A crowd had gathered around the stage, it looked like it had been decorated up for a festival or parade, some great joyous occasion. Quite a crowd, in fact. All of Sector 5 were in attendance. Which was mandatory, of course.
The sky was bleak above, a mass of heavy grey clouds covering any light as dusk drew in prematurely. And the people cheered and jeered and generally made noises that protocol dictated were appropriate for this impromptu event on the community calender.
A figure burst onto the stage, leader of this parade, and the cheers grew before he silenced the fivespeople by standing up at the microphone front-centre. "People of Dark Forest Sector Five! Present Government Officials! Visiting Citizens! D.F.A Representatives!" He greeted in turn, gesturing histrionically as he welcomed each group, over the crowd before him, the seated officials to his left, the crowds again, the dark figures lined up at the back of the stage and around the edges of the outdoor gathering... Everything about him was unsettling, the marionette way he moved, that stretched white smile slicing his face in two, large unnerving eyes. You could tell by the rich fabrics and colours he wore that he was well-to-do. Probably Sector 2.
"My name," he continued, lean body gesticulating wildly, "is Caius O'Brian III, and I'm pleased to announce that following the tragic incident which befell our dear Hilda-Marie Dukebottom, I'll be replacing her as your Sector Representative!" He had a certain way of speaking that led you to believe without doubt that every sentence ended with an exclamation point. Which then led you to wonder what he would be like to have a casual conversation with, minus the theatrics.
Orbs hovered around the stage and behind the people, another behind Caius. These VisionPods™ projected this ceremony live across all of Dark Forest. Little red light bleeping, bleep. bleep. bleep.
Caius allowed cheering to pick up again as he tried his best to look modest and blushing, before he wagged a lithe hand to hush the people again. "My first public ceremony with you, is to be a great one! Our first lynching of this term -- and the first of many, lets hope!" He gestured off stage and one of the dark figures nodded to another. Caius twirled his hand at the audience again with all of the grace and control of a fine conductor.
Sebastian watched, in line with the other D.F.A. reps at the rear of the stage. The Dark Forest Army were a sort of assumed police force, their slogan plastered on billboards across the Sectors "We're Here, for Your Protection." The legitimacy of that statement was left to be ignored by any citizen who wanted to remain "free". You could see that in the faces of the crowd now, contorted and twisted into smiles, and cheers as hollow as those expressions. No one meant it, it was simply how it was dictated that they should act. And so they did.
Perhaps he was maturing, but part of Sebastian was growing tired of these hangings and stonings and all of these age-old traditions. Even if they had been polished as a spectacle with banners and flowers and ribbons, a shitty little band for music, all of the dramatics in place for camera. It was simply a show. Repercussions.
The Red Hood was dragged on stage by his brothers, masked behind their ranking animals he recognised Brutus (a Bear) and one of the new Fox recruits. Sebastian was a Wolf, the highest order. Too highly ranked to even be at one of these local executions, but it was a Red Hood.
They had her strung up and ready to drop when Caius clapped his hands together merrily, his eyes creased in a sort of maniacal fashion than made Sebastian turn up his lip. Brutus stepped forward to pull the crimson hood away, revealing the girl's face. She'd been beautiful when they'd ensnared her, long dark hair, rosey red lips and pale skin... As the Bear towered over her now, leering down at her bruised and broken face, filthy and mutilated and just a cringe-worthy sight... Sebastian managed to keep his face straight. Not that it mattered, it was barely visible.
His attention was drawn away from the girl by a blood-curdling scream over the crowd, Esmeralda! A woman with somewhat familiar dark hair and rosey lips, just like her daughter, was fighting through the crowd, screaming and crying and people around her panicked, unsure how they were supposed to react. Like headless fucking Chickens.
Sebastian nodded at two of the men at the edge of the crowd who had automatically looked at him for orders. At his signal they were walking through the people without struggle, a path cleared for them to allow the woman to be dragged away, no mess, no fuss. Caius handled the outburst like a seasoned SecRep, he'd do well here.
His eyes flickered over the crowd again when he caught her eye, trying to slip away. And he smiled, a chilling half-smile that no one should see. The cheers and Caius' booming voice, the music and applause and drop of the rope... it all faded into the background as he slipped away too. Catching up with her easily as he followed her back into the abandoned streets.
"These public events are mandatory, miss, where might you be heading?"