My soul mate, that I’ll never meet
This is going to be hilarious to read unless you understand. Laugh it up!
When I was young, about 8 years old, I would cry to my mother and cry myself to sleep because I was scared I’d never meet Steven Tyler.
From the first time I ever heard his voice, it was the only consistent feeling of comfort I’ve ever known. Even now.
Every word he’s ever sung has given my hope, love, comfort.
I don’t feel understood by anyone else.
It’s unreal to me how well his words correlate to my life and my own feelings.
When you tell someone, “I love Steven Tyler”, it’s like yeah okay, who doesn’t.
I guess it is comical for that to upset me, but it does.
Because everyone assumes that I just want to do him or that I have a groupie mentality, but that is so far from what I mean when I say I love him.
I feel like he is a piece of my soul.
I feel like he is my spirit animal.
I feel like he is my soulmate.
I have only seen Aerosmith live once, because let’s be real that’s all I could afford.
But when he came onto the stage, about 10-15 feet away from me, I could not stop crying. I went alone, so I was surrounded by strangers that were confused that I was crying.
In that moment I honestly felt like my soul was being reconnected to it’s missing half. I felt a kindred spirit inside of him that set my soul on fire.
The way that he laughs, the way that he moves, the way that he forms words together in a sentence is everything that I am missing. He is very literally the puzzle piece that completes me.
I don’t hear his words, or see him perform, I feel him. I have always felt his spirit and his aura. He is so special to me.
Every opinion I have ever heard him share in an interview or anywhere else, every feeling he has mentioned or sung about is something I have felt.
I feel so alone in this world so much of the time and every time I hear his voice I feel like there is one human that knows me.
It makes me so sad that I have never met him yet, and if I never do I think that I will die with a broken heart. It is not to brag to my friends or to collect a photograph, or to put a notch in my belt... I feel like I wont be an entire person unless I can meet the person that I truly feel is the other part of myself.
Everyone laughs at me, and it’s fine because I understand why this sounds funny, he’s a rock star. I’m one of a million girls that loves Steven Tyler.
Sometimes I still cry because I’m scared I’ll never meet him.
Seeing him standing so close to me when I saw Aerosmith play at the Gila River Arena June 13 in AZ.... was the most surreal experience I’ve ever had.
Everyone around me disappeared.
I feel like in another lifetime he was my closest friend. My greatest love.
I feel like in another life we were madly in love in the purest way.
I feel like we were separated.
No one has ever made me feel complete, except him.
I just hope one day, before he leaves the world, I will be able to thank him for saving me from the world and saving me from the hurt, saving me from myself, saving me from the abyss.
I use to wonder what I would say to him if I ever did meet him. But I know he’s heard it all. I think the only thing I would say to Steven would be thank you. Thank you for being my heart, thank you for saving my life, thank you for making me who I am, thank you for being you and breathing life into my soul. Thank you for making me feel like there is someone in this world that understands my heart. Steven Tyler might not ever know who I am, but at the same time, he knows me better than any human ever will.
He’s my soul mate that I just might not ever meet.