#ian rambles

[deadlygrimreaper2000]

it’s hot as hell outside so obligatory shirtless selfie

[thecampbellclub]

Your Robin and Hughie post has me in shambles i don’t think I’ll recover

1 note and i’ll write something like it for the absolute suffering

[ian-the-existential-crisis]

I really feel like Nimona was such a masterpiece. There is no need for a sequel. All the questions have been answered.

But also that scene. You know the one. I need someone to touch my heart like that and stop me.

[babyboobeth]

Ian:

I made a fronting box/bag with all the things that are mostly mine. Some items are hand me downs from other members or snatched from old storage but it's all mine now. It has fidgets, self help, books, art, stuffies, bandaids I am going to find the items on amazon so I can see how much it would cost to buy outright instead of slowly collect. Bag - $15 Sale at kmart Let it go - $13 amazon price Self help book - $25? was a gift from a local store Baby shark puzzle board - can't find link but similar items are like $20-40 Pawsome Journal - $5 Bipolar Septopus - Could get a similar flippy octopus for $20ish Green Pop-it - I don't know like $5 it's just a green square popit

Orca flick it - $2 Pull back car - 50c Present toy - $1 Monster bandaids - $5 Spiky worm dino - $3 Tangle - $10 Fidget cube - $10 Chompy croc - $2 Squishy alien - $3 Sticky hand - $1 Hippo - $25 Penguin toy - $2 Flamingo toy - $2 Polar bear stamp - $2 Whale flick it - $2 Lego helicopter - $5 Orbeez shark - $7 Squishy octopus - $5 Ring minigame - $1 Car mask - $10 Carrot beanie - mum made it but like 20 for similar? Headphones - 160 so if I go buy everything again it would cost me: $391.5 but over the years of accumilation it only cost us: $67.5

[aro-but-not-ace]

Within my time here I have realized that most aphobes don’t have a sense of humor and when shitting on posts they’re completely missing the joke while doing it. At least go along with it guys

[doom-nights2]

if it turns out i do have avpd no one can be surprised or upset by my anxiety anymore. bitch the anxiety is me! i am the anxiety!! it is my personality /hj

[oversizedblacksweaters]

Okay.

I’m terrible at taking care of myself. I’m terrible at telling people I’m not taking care of myself, and that means I’m terrible at setting up a safety net for myself.

I’m getting better at sleeping, and I started counseling a few months ago, but.

My adhd makes it hard to A) remember to eat in timely intervals, B) pull myself away from what I’m doing even if I realize I need to eat, and C) decide what to eat.

When I’m working it’s easier, because I have to take a lunch break and like, I might as well eat? But when I’m home I get into doing things I can’t at work and I forget to eat unless I’m having like, terrible hunger pains. Right now I’m literally sitting in the living room trying to convince myself that when I’m hungry I need to eat. And I’m hungry.

It’s not about weight or controlling some part of my life because I have no control or punishing myself - I struggled with understanding there were more reasons I might be not eating than an eating disorder for years and now I’m realizing it’s just because it’s hard for me to disengage from activities because I know it’s hard to get back in once I’m out and I’m not great with decisions.

How in the fuck is there not an app for this yet

[ianwritesfics]

@tsukyomids​

First instinct is no, because tipsy brain is comparing corsets to binders and KNOWS that’s not safe.

BUt, horny brain says yes because HOTT.

But seriously, I haven’t written anything featuring a corset. Doesn’t mean it won’t happen, but I haven’t planned anything and nothing exists yet.