Okay so umm I just wanted to let out something
So I was kicked out of Ben 10 planet discord server for mentioning bwen all I did was that I said I dreamt that it’s canon nothing more someone said worst timeline then I asked why then the server said family and I was like okay I said before I’m a bwen shipper and that I don’t do NSFW stuff but they didn’t give me a chance and someone mentioned the moderators and told them to do something and I got kicked out
For now no I’m not okay and I’m clearly at huge distress to the point I don’t want work on any of my ideas I had so many ideas to make about Ben 10 and other stuff and I had real life issues that were pressuring me to do nothing but focus on real life now I feel empty and unable to continue doing anything I will just take a break for my mental state and come back with everything possibly next year i just wanted to say this.
Thanks
Note: I don’t know how much break this whole year was the worst to me a lot of bad stuff happened and I’m unable to hold myself and I don’t talk to family about it much and I’m sometimes not taken seriously or actually acted like brushing it off so I don’t know how much long I’m sorry I’m just really tired