#identiyloss

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Switching.

Voices take me over

They speak before I know it

Stares bring them to the surface

As trauma reappears through me

I’m scared of having no control

And saying what I wouldn’t

I’m tired of wondering 

Exactly who I am, and who I was

Time has made no better,

Of mistakes I’ll never lay to rest.

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Submission of Identity

Wearing masks

Ripping skin

Being myself

Being someone else

I hide behind Identities

built with clothing

I change in minutes

To cover my internal scars

I’m so troubled

I’ve forgotten who I am..

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Warfare.

The tingling in my bones

Started immediately

The stench of your memory

 Gathers around me closer

I’ve fallen through

Deviated as they said,

“Potential was lost at him."

Identity fell through sand

Never to be seen again