#idkl

[thatsouldoesntexist]

Me after taking random things in the meds cupboard:

[apolymi]

so im playing with the idea of making a podcast, but i dont have the right voice for the person i want to have telling the story? is there any kind of software that can change my voice? 

[rapierdota]

this is what im doing instead of applying to colleges :/

[getsawaycar]

blake and ryan’s names are on the junior jewels shirt i... am... screeching....

[ask-that-master-mind]

“Hi! I’m back... for the second time.”

[regilution]

the-word-cas said: That shirt though

I did not buy that shirt

like it fit okay and i kind of liked it, but long sleeved crop top kind of defeats the purpose?????

[pansy96]

aghhhhhhhh

my brother drove me home from work n we were havin a chill time, we got mcdonald’s and he was talking about getting drunk at a metal show and it was chill!! it was gr8!!!! and then he asked me if i met any cool people at university and i was like nah and his gf was like “any boys?” and i was like nah and she was like “any girls?” and i was like nah. my brother said “you can tell me, i mean, i always thought you and renee were dykes together”. and like!!!!!! ahh!!!!! i told him not to say that and he was like “i suppose i can’t say fag or faggot either?” and i was like “no jesus christ. you have no idea about anything like that. don’t say it around me, i don’t care.” i know how he is and i know he won’t ever stop using those words so like.. at least don’t use them around me. and the rest of the ride he was so quiet. i felt bad but like...... idc.

i don’t think about coming out much now that i’m not dating a girl but jesus christ talking to him makes me not want to ever at least to him. i thought he knew because of things i posted online when i was dating julianne. and like there was more to the conversation than just that and i kinda felt like he was pressuring me to tell him then that yes!!! i like girls!!!!! but i know he’s definitely the kind of person who doesn’t believe bisexuals exist or girls are just bisexual for attention so like.. i don’t know. i don’t want to tell him because i don’t want to see that side of him and i feel so sick just thinking about all the homophobic things he’s said to me in the past and it’s just so shitty. i love him and i know he loves me no matter what and he’s not going to stop just because of this but like.. honestly i don’t want any kind of relationship with him if that’s how he feels about this massive part of me. i guess that’s why i don’t want to tell him IDK

[solusprime-archived-blog]

((I literally had one drink and I feel like I’m dying unu ))