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😒 I promise you’ll get a bath once you’re feeling better, #Dartholomew #mymorningview #idkwhatswrong #hopefullyitsjustthebattery
I feel like I’m trapped in a cage that I put myself in.
Lately I feel like I'm just barely holding it together...
Maybe it's from working so much lately I don't know 😥
It is not me to be talking and expressing to someone. It is not me to be not able to sit down and just do nothing It is not me to be hating and critisicing people It is not me to be scolding people out of nowhere It is not me to make anger the first medium It it not me to laugh It is not me to share It is not me to be perfect It is not me to be arrogant It is not me.
I feel like I'm going insane. Everywhere I fucking turn I'm being told lies after lies. I don't know who to trust anymore. Who to turn to or who to listen to. I'm becoming more and more paranoid by the day. The urge grows stronger and stronger by the minute. And the stress grows deeper and deeper by the second. I don't know what to do....I can't even believe my lovers words sometimes. Nothing is helping. Nothing is getting better. Everything is getting worse. I'm getting weaker. I can't be strong behind a smile anymore. I don't know how much longer my lips can stretch into something so damn fake. I don't even know why words flow out my life. I was quiet then and I should've stayed that way. Because now new fears have occurred. And I'm getting scared......because I don't know how to face them.
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It bothers me so much that because your scared to get of your dumb shell & stop being a vagina , so you rather be a jerk instead which is driving me insane . I'm trying to so hard to forget , erase , and delate but I swear there's always something that involves you in some shape or fashion. I don't understand why there isn't a dump trash button that I can click on so you can be gone forever. Unless your going grow some balls and say idk hi maybe I wouldn't be so frustrated all the time. Always over thinking about every step I make , every move it's just so pointless . Uggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Help me sleep, please :( #milk #stillcantsleep #idkwhatswrong #day3ofnosleep #zombielateratwork
pls pls pls let me be able to get some sleep tonight 💀💤 #ugh #idkwhatswrong #anditsfreezing