#ierno

[talkingishrd]

[youngjaescheeks-blog]

new url

used to be sehun-s2 n_n

ahris is my korean name so this is what i'll go by on here

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and part of me is scared, because i have like 4 essays due Friday, and have yet to start any. and another part of me is just like, who freaking cares, i just wanna get away.

i'm just. . .really, really tired. of everything. and yeah, maybe once summer comes, i'll be slightly better. but then, maybe not, cause loneliness just kills.

sometimes i think, i'm not meant to really be happy. like, seriously, i've done so much terrible things and i've caused so much pain, and yeah, i forever will believe everything's my fault. and because of that, maybe i'm not meant to be happy.

or maybe, maybe i cant be happy. like it's seriously impossible for me to be happy.  and no matter how much i wish i could, maybe i just cant.

but when i think about it, i dont know how much i truly care. i mean, sure, why wouldnt i want to be happy. but i still care for the happiness of others more. and i guess, if i werent lonely and i was surrounded by people who i love, and they were happy, well, maybe i'd be okay.

[mrcscnt]

i still dont want to go.

let's hope i dont cry.

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Life's a beautiful struggle. But all i wish is for happiness, at least to those around me.  

[hogod-blog]

ACUBE's CEO is also at Second Invasion.

He tweeted ok.