I wish I was never born. Livings too hard.

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I wish I was never born. Livings too hard.
If No one else is going to respect me, then why should I?..
Can I just die now?
You were so in love with the idea of being loved that I don't think you cared who it came from
I miss you more than you could ever imagine :/
I forgave you for everything you've done to me, and you just dropped me like I didn't mean a fucking thing to you and took him over me. And it seems like you still don't give a single god damn fuck. But you haven't realized that I gave you everything, I tried my fucking best to make you happy, but I guess I failed. But the truth is, I'd still do anything to make you happy, and I don't fucking know why.
Worst. Fucking. Day/Week. Ever.
Honestly, i haven't been this depressed in awhile. I'm so depressed, that I'm cold and heartless, I try so hard to feel happy. Buut I can't. I'm so fucking weak that i can't breathe. I'm so fucking worthless, if it wasn't for one promise i made, i would cut right now. I'm ugly. SO many people probably hate me. All ifucking do is push everyone i love away. i lost something that meant everything to me because im soo fucking stupid. i've tried so many times to just die.and i know even if i did die no one would care. yes i may have a reason to be here on earth but it's hard to know what this reason is. and sometimes i just get so stressed out. all i do is disappoint everyone. even my own dad hates me. ill never be good enough for him or my mom. hgjghkf. sorry for my vent...