its now the last week of september, and it has been officially 98 days since june 22nd of this year .. here’s an update of what had happened
long story short: on that day, i got stupidly drunk and stupidly asked him to kiss me because we have been kind of skirting around the edges of what could’ve been since we’re both aware of this well… specific feeling of cant get enough of one another type shit …. so one thing led to another and my brain just made me do that ( red horse thank you fr )
i went there with the expectation of Nothing Happening . that i could honestly pass it up as a drunken confession and move on ……… Well……….
so erm safe to say things had happened tm and feelings were felt and there are a lot of unleashed feelz let out in the wild …. and june ended on that note #happypridemonth to me ↖(^ω^)↗
july and august is pretty much the same :3
i think its a bit funny to navigate a life with this new dynamic between the two of us, and there would be times that it would be incredibly difficult for me to unfeel unnecessary feelings and to stop yk … guessing what he feels and settling to the absolute worst case scenarios lol … but he’s the best thing i could ever ask for in this life, thats my soulmate o(︶︿︶)o no other platonic/romantic feelings would remove that reality for me thats for sure and i hope he knows that
huhuhuhu i love him …. in ways words wouldn’t even begin to surmise… its hard to do a life update about what im doing with things rn with him since there isnt a way for me to say it without gushing and its gonna be a lil bit embarrassing if i do say so myself
i love the peace and the quiet and our thing as being ours … so perfect for me :”””(
well thats it for now !! im gonna keep our relationship with lesbianism our thing for now because i love learning to be a femme with him hehehe
