#ihmyself

[darkseduced]

          i   like   .  .   saved   a   url   for   jaina   &   one   for   qi’ra   &   i’m   highkey   tempted   to    make    at   least    one   .

[takeme-higher-thaniveeverbe-blog]

My entire family is drunk as fuck right now and it is hilarious

[ohsnaptinv]

At the end, I should speak less about my myself. I come with so much baggage that the less you know about me the better.

[lumiens]

oh but ill crave you when i dont have you but then not when i do…

[surpreyesmee]

LOL so speaking of embarrassing... so like i have bpd which is similar to bipolar kinda except the mood swings are more intense, more frequent, and like..related to stuff that’s going on..like they’re not just random, it’s like something will happen and i’ll majorly overreact (all of this i am just learning bc i’ve not been w/o meds for this long. not a fun time). so last night i wanted to go get drunk at a stupid frat and my friends were coming who normally don’t come and it was going to be fun and i had had a shitty day so i was excited but then we get to the street and there’s nothing going on and i just like flipped out like not outwardly so much (i thought) but i had to walk back by myself bc i was crying and thought i was going to have an anxiety attack and was just generally freaking out. but then after we walked back i was okay, we just went to someone’s room and i fell asleep. so today, the scholar group I'm in went on a bowling outing thing and one of the girls in the group was w us last night and she like confronted me abt it and we’re friends but i don’t know her super well and we were on a small van and the only ones talking and everyone heard us ahahghahghaghga and she asked me if i had a panic attack last night so i had to awkwardly and indirectly explain that i’ve been out of whack bc I'm not currently on meds and it was awkward and my face is getting all hot just thinking abt it. 

[islandbbby]

Everyone is mad at me rn idk where my life is going (-:

[feeblegrace]

My black ass is so thirsty...

[im-hard-to-love-babe]

I'm a psycho you can't love me👺

I'm going to die omg I hate this a guy from my school has a crush on me and he has a GF and he's telling me he will leave every thing for me and ugh I want to die he's not the only one this other guy too they bring me food and presents and I hate it bc I don't like them back and I've been skipping school bc of that ik it's stupid I just can't tolerate ppl having crushes on me my life is ruined and the guy I like lives 170 miles away from me 😭😭 unless you're cute then you can have a crush on me lol