a collection of songs sam relates to regarding his own experiences in discovering his sexuality and the way he loves --- which turns out is very deeply, leaving him somewhat reluctant at times. and maybe he can’t always admit that, despite being proud of who he is.
1. girls / girls / boys | panic! at the disco
girls love girls and boys,
and love is not a choice.
2. real | years & years
you're just my type, what's a boy to do?
oh, i think i'm into you. how much do you want it too?
what are you prepared to do?
i think i'm gonna make it worse.
3. seventeen | kevin abstract
he was everything i dreamed of.
used to ride around in his two seater.
being friends didn't make it much easier.
4. stay | the score
when it all comes crashing,
stay who you are,
don't be afraid.
5. the outfield | the night game
i wanna lover i can't control.
you left me waiting, you left me waiting out in the cold.
i know you try so hard to be so hard to get,
but i can hear the way you talk under your breath.
6. lost in japan (remix) | shawn mendes/zedd
i could feel the tension, we could cut it with a knife.
i know it's more than just a friendship,
i can hear you thinking 'bout it, yeah.
do i gotta convince you that you shouldn't fall asleep?
it'll only be a couple hours and i'm about to leave.
7. maybe, i’m afraid | lovelytheband
it's been a little hard, i've been a little tired
but maybe all along,
i'm afraid, i'm afraid, i'm afraid.
8. timebomb | walk the moon
afraid to light the fuse again; start a fire, lose a friend.
but when your heart opens, it's like i'm ready to fall again.
9. i like me better | lauv
to be young and in love in new york city,
to not know who i am, but still know that i'm good
long as you're here with me.
10. 2/14 | the band camino
ever since we crossed that line,
got your green eyes in the back of my mind, it’s true.
but i can’t be just friends,
you're messing with my head.
and i know what i said
but these feelings, they keep runnin' the red.
11. talk too much | coin
better to leave it unsaid, why can't i leave it unsaid?
you know i talk too much,
honey, come put your lips on mine and shut me up.
we could blame it all on human nature,
stay cool, it's just a kiss.
12. love on the weekend | john mayer
baby, take my hand and pull me down, down, down, down.
and i'll be dreamin' of the next time we can go
into another serotonin overflow.