ignoring t3 and projecting my mother issues onto him . okay?
orange john, green kodomo, pink misato, i only have my ramble post about who green/pink are because i did not draw them out yet its Okay this is just a quick doodle comic i wanted out of my system maybe one day ill flesh properly line this LOL
i think i posted these earlier ? im not sure if i did but some . questionable quality poetry i wrote for mikoto/mikosys i wrote about a month ago during an episode
longer not-really-a-poem-but-im-not-sure-if-its-prose-either under cut
"I" am whole, yet "I" am empty.
A deep sense of longing. An indescribable feeling. A form standing in the door. A shadow laying next to me. "I" am here, "I" am there. "I" use my right hand, the "mirror" turns left. "I" bow my head, the "mirror" scowls. "I" beg to be understood, the "mirror" makes a fist. "I" weep as I am not enough, the "mirror" has began to crack.
A mirror can not hold, it reflects. Meaning granted only by what is in front. A dirty mirror is no good, a broken mirror must be thrown out.
A mirror only exists to reflect. If it can not do so, it has no meaning to it's existence. Anything placed in front does not need a mirror to hold meaning.
A mirror can not deflect. What a mirror reflects is what is in front of it. Should the reflection in the mirror be unsightly, it can not blame what is not in the mirror.
A mirror can not hold. No matter what you see within a mirror, it can not be interacted with, as it does not exist within the mirror.
A mirror can not hold. No matter what you see within a mirror, you can not console or comfort it, as it does not exist within the mirror.
A mirror can not hold. No matter what you see within a mirror, you can not deny it's reflection, because it reflects a truth.
A mirror can not hold. No matter what you see within a mirror, smudges and cracks will alter the reflection regardless of the truth.
A mirror can not hold. A mirror only exists to reflect. A mirror can not deflect.
A mirror only shows a reflection. A mirror only shows a truth. A mirror only shows what's in front.
"I" pity a mirror. To live without holding, to depend on others to exist, to be discarded at uselessness or inconvenience. "I" fear becoming a mirror. "I" will prove I'm invaluable, "I" will keep my heart alive with "my" own will alone, "I" will hold, grasp, and embrace to my hearts content.
So "I" do not become a mirror, "I" will become the mirror's image. "I" will be the wrong so the mirror may be right. "I" will use my clumsy left, so the mirror may use it's skillful right. "I" will stand in front, so the mirror does not stop existing.
"I" do not remember what side of the mirror I stood on. "I" do not remember what side of the mirror I stand on. "I" do not remember how long the mirror has been here. "I" do not remember how long I have feared becoming a mirror. "I" do not remember. Neither does the mirror. Because mirrors can not hold, they can only reflect.
