#ijustneedtovent

[kitsunewood]

When it's your birthday, but your family doesn't even get in touch.

[konohaslamestkunoichi]

i got broken up with yesterday, he brought my stuff over after begging me two days before to give him another chance. i'm not okay... i can't breathe without thinking of him, i can't lay down with out missing him beside me, i can't here the words i love you without crying. i'm sitting in a t-shirt i found that smells like him, he's all i want and i'm not what he wants anymore. i feel so broken and empty.

[hubbbabuba]

A couple of years ago when my mom first left I cried because the thought of my parents not being together made me sad. Now her leaving for the 5th time really doesn't bother me and I can't wait for her to be gone. Shes put both my dad and I through hell. She has my unconditional love because she is my mom but I will never be close with her. She's failed as a mother way too many times.

[fogroller]

i was hanging out with my sort of best friend and her stoner friends and i just felt so out of place and annoying and being yelled at from this one guy and it just hit me that all of these ppl are so much more cooler than me and ill never be that cool and its just depressing the fuck out of me bc even my best friend is like so much cuter and cooler than me and i feel like such a duff compared to them

[morgannagrim]

So fucking angry!!!

You know when you're so angry that you're just ugly crying and slamming shit and all you want to do is calm down enough to contact someone who'll understand and just rant but you're just way too fucking angry and you don't even know who to contact first!!? Well, yeah... I'm at that point right now.

[stupiddumb]

You hate me so much and it sucks so bad. I still want you to like me. I still want you to adore me. You’re not mine and it sucks. I suck and ruined everything. We just were not a perfect fit and that's life. I'll always hate you.

[mystic-fox]

~rant~

i don't feel like this is what you want. i don't feel like you listen to me when i say things and that you don't remember the compromises we make to deal with issues. i feel like you like the idea of me but when it comes to reality you struggle through being with me. i feel like i'm not entitled to my reactions and that i constantly disappoint when i don't meet any of your expectations. i feel like you get so caught up in what i'm doing wrong that you don't stop to think about why i might be acting that way (i'm sad/depressed/feeling antisocial/hurting over something/etc). and i'm not saying i want you to ask every single fucking time what's wrong because we both know that isn't always the best idea but you could at least stop and think about my side (not what you would do if you were in my place, but what i would do and why). and it pisses me off that you get upset when i don't just tell you when something is wrong when i have to bug you to tell me what's going on when you're upset too.

i hate seeing the shit you post or reblog like "i wish i had that wow effect on someone" or any of the depressing shit that you didn't used to reblog until we started dating cause it means a) you don't have high expectations of me and it's an insult to our relationship and b) it makes me feel like you're incredibly unhappy in this relationship. i hate that i feel like you're staying in this relationship because you are hoping that eventually it will meet your expectations. i hate feeling like my depression and anxiety makes you "love" me less, like you think it's a burden, like you don't really accept it, like you think over and over how much easier it would be if they didn't exist and it just makes me feel incredibly guilty. i hate that you always look or sound so disappointed or that you seem to be walking on eggshells around me.

i just really hate feeling like a fucking burden that you only stick around for because maybe if you do it will be worth it. 

and i hate that you think it would be easier if you didn't "love" me.

and that i feel like i'm the source of all your unhappiness. 

and all i do is disappoint you no matter what. 

i just wanted us to be happy together. 

and now i don't know how to fix this.  

so yeah. 

[streaksofmoonlight]

I was wrong. Accidentally slamming a door on my dog has made this day even shittier.