Dear Ika...
Salamat at sinubukan mo maging matatag. Ayos yan! Naiintindihan ko kung ano ang nararamdaman mo. Everything is just a means to an end at the moment. But take heart dear, things will definitely be better. How?
Well it will all start on your mindset. Where is your head at these days? Is it on all those classes you can’t take? Scholarship abroad that you know you can’t pay? On your new found love? Where? If it’s all over the place, then that’s good. At least you are keeping your goals at bay and living in the moment at the same time. You are still young, believe it. Focus on what you have to do for your job and do it well. Kahit pa alam kong di mo forte ang mga pinapagawa, gawin mo ng maiigi. Yan ang meron ka ngayon kaya pagbutihin mo.
You are still saving right? Good! Keep it a priority and set a realistic goal. I know having Rara is expensive. Kindly focus on the necessities so you won’t spend more than you are capable of.
uhm... what else? Right! Don’t forget yourself. You have the tendency to put others first. To sympathize with all your heart and burden yourself with their problems. If you will burden yourself because of others then let it be a burden to pray for them until God moves. Nadedepress ka na naman eh. Hormonal na nga tapos dadagdagan mo pa ng problema ng iba, baka bumalik yung dati. Ayaw natin yun :) kaya pause, process then act. Oh and continue your healthy diet and exercise. Kahit pa wala wala exercise lang yan, okay yan. Ituloy mo yan.
Yun lang. Catch you later. I hope soon kasi sobrang busy mo lately.
