#illholy

[fanciful-wonderland]

@illholy thank you so much for commissioning me~!! It was so much fun turning Judith into a lil chibi, hahaha. April is clearly "draw Judith month."

If anyone else is interested in helping me get verified on Vgen, check out my services here!

[fallesto]

Regulus?!?!?!? THE way I started laughing !!!! he monologue hdksjdjs??!! 😭😭 its so funny lmaoo plsss

“Life can be merciless, a relentless tide of unfairness that crashes down upon our hopes and dreams, leaving them shattered in its wake. Just look at yourself—who are you in this vast universe? A mere speck, fragile and insignificant, destined to be overlooked as the world continues its ceaseless rotation. In the grand tapestry of existence, you are just another fleeting soul, navigating a life that seems devoid of purpose. Yet, with me, you have been liberated from that emptiness. I have whisked you away from the mundane, from the ties of home, friends, and family, and brought you to a realm brimming with hope, dreams, and desires—an oasis of indulgence that beckons you to embrace it without fear. My love for my wives is boundless; I yearn to keep them close, forever entwined in my embrace. Their affection empowers me, amplifying my strength and making me invincible. Alone, you are but a shadow, lacking significance without the warmth of others. I crave more; even this connection feels insufficient. I seek to gather more souls, to hold them close, to let them gaze into my eyes and surrender to my charm, to welcome them into my kingdom, where they can share my throne and remain by my side for eternity. Love is the lifeblood of the world; the more you are cherished, the more formidable you become. What is love if not a beautiful visage, a slender form, a gentle voice, cascading hair like silk, and mesmerizing eyes that draw you in for eternity? To me, you are nothing less than a masterpiece, a treasure to be rescued from the shadows where you’ve been overlooked, and kept close to my heart. My strength breathes life into you, granting you an everlasting existence, capturing your moments in time, ensuring your safety unless I choose otherwise. Isn’t that enough? Isn’t that exhilarating? Isn’t that the essence of what a devoted and cherished husband provides? I have united with many, from the destitute to the affluent, from commoners to royalty. From souls like yours to the devoted who kneel before my church, who are part of my congregation, who recognize the witchcraft that flows through me. It is not just any magic; I am the mightiest, the finest, the unparalleled. I have endured longer than any other. Those calamities, those fallen kingdoms, those terrors, those relentless losses—I orchestrated them, and I will continue to do so to protect my wives from being taken away. Think what you will; do you believe you deserve better? How amusing. Your words are a violation, and you receive what I decree you deserve. You are two hundred and ninety-nine—a mere number, a wife, a companion, a friend, a lover, a devoted bride, fiercely loyal to me, yearning for my well-being, wishing for nothing but the best for me. You crave more, yet you possess everything anyone could ever dream of having.”

[theircurse]

✦ . 　⁺ 【 @illholy / STARTER CALL. 】 ⁺ 　 . ✦

˗ˏˋ *⠀★⠀‿︵⠀˗ˏˋ⠀𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈. Those mafia grunts the two of them were watching were SO boring. Those stuffy men in suits were probably passing around boxes with who knows what. Probably just boring documents or money. Nobody was even SCREAMING or anything. Could they have been watching a more INTERESTING crowd ?

⊱ ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤA small huff leaves their breath before they turned from the grunts and towards their COMPANION. She seemed interested. Why ? Their standards should not be so low !

⊱ ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ❛ㅤShouldn't we find something MORE fun to⠀—⠀uh⠀—⠀OBSERVE ? These guys are DUMB !ㅤ❜

[empyreau]

❛❛ Ryu— no— su—ke — ah ❜❜ a drawling enunciation, you know that one? the one were you’re trying to get someone’s attention. ❛❛ missed you. ❜❜ 😭 , no MISSED YOU BOTH HI

That voice. That specific tone that managed to hook its nails into him and dig slowly and ceaselessly further into his mind's flesh. Though her missing presence had not been at the forefront of his thoughts, now that she had made herself known he realized (reluctantly so) that he had in fact missed it. Missed her.

It made a lump form in his throat.

After coughing discreetly into his gloved palm, the lump dissolving, he stepped just in front of her and put the tips of two fingers against her lips. "That's enough of that." And just as quick as he pressed his fingers did he remove them, rubbing them together as if he had touched her with his bare hands. "Welcome back, Judith."

[mannequinentity]

"Well well well-"

It's easy to tell that he wasn't vibrating with emotions; it's empty as if he's not impressed by these results. One hand on top her noggin with a single pat — There comes another, and it wouldn't end by how repetitive he is in doing it over and over.

His pats now turned into karate chops. They didn't hurt since no energy behind them-

"And here I thought no one in the world would get every single answer correct. I even thought to myself 'yes, I'll be a single fleeting memory — forgotten and withered away, like dust vacuumed up by a uh- you know, a vacuum. Don't know, what else can I say?" He went in to pull her glasses up to leave two pecks against both her eyelids, and lastly, her lips to seal the deal.

Nope, a second smooch as a bonus. "That's extra, for getting them all right."

@rabbitown | @illholy

[kigakurutta]

A beginning for @illholy

The wounds at his chest and the arm which had been ripped from him dyed the pristine white of his garments with red. They had been hastily cauterised, yet the blood seeped as Gin forced his body to move in spite of an encroaching weariness. Once he found he had made his way to a familiar doorstep, his shoulder hit against the entrance as his consciousness swayed and his back slowly bent until he had slid to the ground. Gradually he found the absolute control he had always demanded was slipping away. The stretched smile was absent and his eyes heavy as delirium threatened to overcome him.

Exhaustedly shifting his remaining arm within blurring sight, the clenched fingers eased to reveal the Hōgyoku cradled in his palm. A coveted sphere which held a piece of Rangiku deep within. Even if he could not recognize her in its form or presence, Gin had never forgotten the day he witnessed a portion of her being offered to this power. It had never rung clearer in his mind than it did presently, reminding him there was a delicate gift Rangiku had burned into his mind and the heart he indeed possessed.

Gin wished to rise, but found the effort was wasted and thus he lay in silence. With such a feeble display, brought forth were the memories of his powerless and frail life among the living. A child whose mind had raced while the body withered and succumbed to death. His eyes tensing with a surge of acrimony, it was with malice and a mild fear he bore witness to his own weakness and a fervent desire to reach for a light he knew would only be sullied by his hand.

Perhaps Gin heard the door to Judith’s residence open, but his focus lay within his thoughts and the object in his possession. ❝I emerge… the victor,❞ he breathed a laugh which was bitter and callous. The tone of the words to follow was a soft whisper, for a woman who would never hear them. ❝Forgive me...❞ Gin would not speak her name aloud.

[sixlimit-a]

❝ you . ❞ the monarch vocalizes in a dominating tone , demanding attention from all who incidentally exist in his presence ; from the rats to the kings on high , he strikes fear equally , unyieldingly unto them all . ❝ what do you want ? ❞

@illholy

[cantuscorvi]

⌨ What’s a situation you’ve always wanted to RP with the muse?  & 🎭 How similar are you and the muse?  !!!

Yapping about the muse. // @illholy

⌨ What’s a situation you’ve always wanted to RP with the muse? 

Torrid affair with a woman who hates his ass.

Something where he's permanently injured, or basically any sort of permanent consequence from an interaction.

I'd like to write a situation where he actually posesses someone.

Enemies to lovers and/or lovers to enemies.

Random AUs of any kind with wacky settings, space, spies, feudal, apocalyptic.

🎭 How similar are you and the muse?

I feel like there are always parts of us in our characters, that's pretty inescapable. But any similarities between Raum and I are very small. When I first came up with his character, I purposely tried to make him with opposite views and perspective of myself to get out of my comfort zone!