Sometimes friendships overwhelm me. I have great friends that love me and that have many times been there for me when I needed most, but I don't feel I do as much for them as they do for me. I really try. I love them. But sometimes my brain just can't take too much information at once, and other times I go nonverbal, and I feel like I'm letting them down. They always tell me I'm a good friend and that they love me, but I'm still afraid one day they'll need me and I won't be able to help.
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