#im just using them

[m3lly]

I thought these thoughts would be gone. I see people my age being successful already in their lives. They’re smart, they go to school, they work. Hell, some of them even are actors now. And what am I doing? Absolutely nothing. I’m trying to find meaning of something in my life but i really don’t know what it is. 

Where will i be in 5 years? 10? 20? What will i do? Who will i be?