#im overthinking everything

[ejzah]

Me, trying to write a long form goal plan: Forgets everything I know about language and writing IEPs.

[vodid]

I reaaally want to publish my fic but the one thing that’s stopping me is that I know that my updates are gonna be hella slow.

Y’all probably don’t care, it’s quality over quantity, right? I just feel like I’m still missing the quality part despite spending a whole month on each chapter.

I guess I’m just scared of the commitment. I feel like I won’t be able to keep my mostly steady consistency with writing when I start putting up chapters. Because right now, I’m writing for myself. And I feel like as soon as I start publishing them, it’s gonna be for you guys too.

There’s no pressure, I know. But that little voice in my head just keeps on talking :/

[merinate]

can someone perform a lobotomy on my asap please and thank you

[super-cosmic-library]

why did no one tell me that when i pursued a career in writing, i would have to deal with grammar????

[hghtwrs]

im here but today is apparently a day for autistic anxiety so bear with me ♥

[findmeadoggo]

Im like in this weird paradox lately where im lonely to the core and get severely jealous when i see a group of people having fun, interacting, freely communicating with each other without any fear or anxieties or overthinking, are casually socializing and having friends and such and i want that too so desperately bad but yet i physically cant make myself engage in a successful conversation with anyone (a stranger or even someone i know) and i just get so drained and cant even put any energy or focus in getting to know people and i dont know why. Im in an absolute clash.

[iforgiveyouforgiveme]

Another good song is mark my words by for all those sleeping

[mostawesomepineapple]

The way I'm trying to vibe but my brain isn't letting me