#im waffling

[sweetnsturns]

i really have a problem with wanting to change my theme every week

[declanscunt]

my new favorite phrase is “waffle” as in someone hesitating over something

[degenerate-otaku]

Alright but I literally don't understand why Yamcha × Tien isn't canon like-

If we ain't letting Tien have Launch, let him have Yamcha.

What are they, pussies???

People in Japan already disliked Tien for being Chinese, so it wouldn't ruin his character if he was gay and would explain why he didn't want to be with Launch.

Like this is the best ending for them, JUST PLEASE TOYOTARO, PLEASE-

[harukamitsuki]

Imagine being able to control what you hyper fixated on. Haha couldn't be me

[missmeister]

for oc asks

whats claire's biggest fuck up & what personality traits or habits is claire insecure about?

i think her biggest fuck up is when she got drunk and went into a dissociative state and accidentally crashed the car her parents bought for her while going for a drive near the forest. she still deeply regrets it.

i think she's insecure about the way she can get frustrated and be very harsh towards other people whenever they blunder in group work, feeling she has to do every single thing herself and expects others to perform as fast as she does. she's learned to control this part of her when she grew up, but sometimes it slips out.

at the same time, she hates people who act all high and mighty just because they're older/richer/know the "tried and true" rules/whatever who chastise her for doing things the "wrong" way. it's just so stupid to her! it's all so stupid! they're no better than her! but she still feels she has to walk on eggshells around them. she doesn't ruminate on these feelings often (because apathy), but they still come around sometimes.

she's also insecure about her being a very callous/apathetic person in general. she finds it difficult to care about what other people are going through, much less what she's going through. she's at the point where nothing really matters to her anymore, because really, what is there to care about? she is a true idgafer

sometimes claire has moments of joy/sadness/mania/etc, but it's ephemeral. she lowkey feels like a shell sometimes

and she hates the fact that she's sadistic. she knows it's wrong to feel this way whenever people get hurt but sometimes she just can't help herself. it feels cathartic to finally have some sort of control for once

[hellinistical]

See the joke was that stamen clusters are the ovaries of a pomegranate and-

[scribespirare]

I'm being torn between wanting to write fic and wanting to work on my novel but both options kinda suck? with fic im forced to face the fact that I lost over a million words of my work and am starting anew, that I can't reference older pieces that were never posted anywhere or hop back into WIPs I haven't touched in years. I feel like I'm staring down an empty void and each pitiful word just disappears into it, making no dent.

but with the novel it's like. Fuck am I good enough for this? Is this worth it? Would anybody ever even publish this, much less read it? why the hell do I think I'm capable of creating this entire fantasy world? It feels like so much effort for something nobody will care about

[bukmarked]

I've been planning two new groups that I'm literally excited for like (ﾉ≧▽≦)ﾉ yippee

they're both kinda huge (30-ish members and nine members) and under different companies so my world building itch is being scratched but also it feels like my brain is exploding (in a good way)

not to mention sbe has a soloist (whoops spoiler) coming and she has a whole unfortunate back story (its not even trauma she's just comically unlucky)

anyways my writers block has been cured and I literally cannot wait for school to be over so I can start doing stuff