#imhear4you

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Hey!

It’s been awhile!

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Anyone out there? Haha

I hope everyone has been feeling ok.

I’ve got good news though! I was finally able to start T on December 18th. So it’s almost been 1 month on T.

So far, not many changes. My monthly cycle is late so maybe T has caused it to stop already? Haha

I’ve also noticed some difference in body odors. Not the best of smells. Lmao But, I’m still happy!

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“We should never take things for granite.”

-Rick Sanchez

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Update on my life

Sorry everyone. I disappeared for a bit there. ._.

~School is going ok so far. I have zero motivation to get my homework/studying done. So I end up forcing myself to do it. Or just not study at all. I also had my first mini speech today. Each one of us were given a small excerpt from the MLK “I Have A Dream” speech. I think I did decent on it. I had my part memorized and I tried to make it sound like it was my own. I kept fidgeting a little so that probably dropped my grade a bit. But it is what it is. Ha

~I’ve been talking with this guy I met off a dating app for about a month now. And he’s really sweet. And actually respects me for who I am and does not mind that I’m trans. We just haven’t met yet.

~I got some tickets for this super cool haunted attraction called “Frightland”. I can’t wait to go in October. I also got tickets for the beer festival and for the wine festival. 😋

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“I think I need a sunrise.

I’m tired of the sunset.”

~Boston by Augustana

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Even when the blade is held at your heart, faith will be your shield.

Octopath Traveler

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Poems

My friend gets all of the recognition. He has also given me permission to post them.

“I’m floating on my pyramid

I think I can be myself because I hid all the pain you gave me

I’m on my mountain and I am in a mood where I feel like I can bring the whole sky down around us

I can sing so high i’ll make your ears bleed

I am a god I can plant a seed and watch it grow into a beautiful world

I call the cosmos and tell them that they can fuck off, i’ll soar into them and tear them apart, they deserve to die just like I have and I am not going to have any mercy can't you see you made a monster out of me

You opened up the cage and love has escaped my rage, I hate you, I hate all the years you staged, if you didn't want me why did you keep me

Why did you make me fall so far, I fell so hard, like a meteor I will cause the destruction of the earth

You will call me but I wont answer I am done being your servant, I thought I was important to you

I thought you loved me, now my foundation is crumbling and I will make a humbling speech, I scratch your spirits eyes out, I will reach into your heart and break it like mine, there is no time for you to say a word, your actions were all I heard, all I needed to see what that you were done with me, I am rambling but I dont care I am angry that you saved me, you saved me from myself but now I feel like hell

And well I hope you go there and rot, I am not gonna stop until I can find my lock, it’s time to go back into the cage, my demons are the ones I had to sate, I’m sorry you had to see them.”

~emotiona1skelator

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I’m not entirely sure why my tumblr isn’t letting me post quotes.

:(

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“Finally I don’t bend and break. I’ll meet you on the other side. I’ll meet you in the light. Finally I don’t suffocate. I’ll meet you in the morning when you wake.”

~Keane “Bend and Break”