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[thefourthidiot]

“She will be a doctor”, “he will be an engineer”, “maybe she’ll become an artist or a teacher”, these were some of the lines our parents excitedly thought at their first glance at us, on our first sight on the beautiful world we will live in. The day we were born also marked the birth of the future leaders and servers of this country.

“I will be a doctor”, “I will be an engineer”, “Maybe I’ll become an artist or a teacher”, these were some of the lines we excitedly utter as we finally take another step in fulfilling the dreams we have started. And as something has ended, another story will begin. Its the story of how we fulfill each of our dreams. We will make all of these people proud!

- the opening and closing sentences of our Batch History

[iamkubangsakang]

It's my turn.

Tutal sa tumblog na rin naman nagkakatalo, abay lulubus’lubusin ko na. First time ko magrereact ng matino about the shitty issue. -____-

Una sa lahat, I’d like to make myself clear. Di ako nagbblog dito to add fuel to the fire. Nagbblog ako, kasi I’m not really expressive on how I feel about the “situation". Chill lang ako. Smile dito. Smile diyan.

Pero ano ba talaga side ko? Ano ba talaga ang side ni Chicha? Ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko.

Honestly, mixed emotions talaga. I never thought na meron pa palang gantong mangyayari sa college.

This is what I’m avoiding since day 1 of college. The last time I encountered this kind of situation is nung 1st year HIGH SCHOOL. Take note. HIGH SCHOOL. So katanggap tanggap pa. Wala e. Syempre! Childish pa nun. Kakagraduate lang ng elementary e. Pero puta? College? “Kakagraduate lang ng elementary" ang nangyayare? HAHAHAHA. Medyo bv. Anyare teh?

Hoy. Mga nagbabasa neto. NO OFFENSE. Sorry naman a. Ganto ako e. Ganto ko iexpress sarili ko. Di naman laging ako yung nagaadjust sa ugali niyo. Please namaaan! Iniintindi ko na nga yung mga pinagsasabi niyo e!

Anyway, next matter to bring up is the PDA thing. Fuck! Kaya less expressive ako sa issue na to e. Kasi sa totoo lang, sa buooong school life ko, ngayon lang pinuna yung pagiging sweet ko. Mapalalaki man o mapababae. Hindi PDA yun. Okay! Fine! Magaadjust ako, not for those people na jinajudge ako, but for Jenn. Siya na kasi yung sobrang naaapektuhan dito.

PDA daw kami ni Jap. Lol. Edi masaya. Sana PDA din kami ni Cherrnhi at iba pa. Pero bakit kami lang? Bias lang teh? Nung sinabi ni Jenn saken to. Idk what to say talaga. HAHAHAHA.

Funny thing is, eto lang pumasok sa isip ko, “I’m not interested in other people’s affairs, especially theirs, so don’t meddle with mine." FOR EXAMPLE, etong blog na ito. May possibility na ireport itey. Kasi nga, HINDI OPEN MINDED.

Oo, I think! I think! Hindi sila open minded. Yung mga nasa blog ni Jenn, tapos na yun sakanila. Surprisingly, yung ibang mga taong kahit mga pangalan nila di namin nasasali sa usapan namin, EVER, sila pa yung pasimuno. Lakas mo dre! HAHAHA.

Haba ng blog ko? E wala e. ilang araw ko ring kinimkim to. Kahit sila Jenn at Jap, di ko masyadong nasabi to. Kasi for me, dapat chill lang. :) Para ako magpapakalma sakanila. HIHIHI.

Grabe! I just remembered! I have my personal issues nung Sunday. Pagdating ng Monday, dumagdag pa to! Aish! Ang nangyari, inuna ko pa tuloy to bago yung sarili ko. Nag’GWTF nalang ako sa personal issue ko. Nahiya na rin kasi ako kay Jap at Jenn na isingit pa yung personal matters ko, in the middle of this fucking “issue".

IRDK why they plotted their plan. Wala naman kaming ginagawa sakanila. Showtime ba? If and only if makapagbigay sila ng 10 or even 5 VALID reasons kung bakit nagawa nila samin to. Yung reason na hindi namin sila mababara. Aish. Luluhod ako and say sorry. Wala talaga e. i’m clueless. Maayos pakikitungo namin… Kahit may kinakainisan, MAAYOS. Kasi CIVILIZED.

Okay. At this point of the blog mejj mas makalma nako. Lezz do diz! I personally think may mali on both sides of the story. These are my THOUGHTS (caps lock talaga para mamake sure sa mga taong nagbabasa nito na opinion ko to. Walang kontrahan fre.)

• Mali kami in a way that we trusted the wrong person • Mali naman sila kasi umaksyon sila dahil lang sa rumor • Mali rin naman na naging hater kami. Actually, yung mga pinagsasabi namin, opinions, jokes at pagvevent out namin sa ISA’T ISA. (Take note, kami lang nagsasabihan nito) • Mali sila kasi di naman sila involved dun. Pumapel pa. • wala nakong naisip na mali namin pero I’m doing my best para mGing objective. • Mejj mali rin, for me, yung ginawa ni Julia. Kasi she listened and believed agad knowing na friends niya kami and friend namin siya, she didn’t even try to talk to us about ze rumor na nalaman niya. Kung totoo or hindi. Tapos gumawa na siya/sila ng act against us. • Wala na akong maisip. In short wala nakong thoughts.

HAHAHAHA. Sana marealize ng mga tao kung gano kalaki yung gulong sinimulan nila. At sana! SANAAA! Tapusin rin nila NANG MAAYOS. Sa totoo lang, wala akong pake sa iniisip nila saken. Kay Jenn, Jap at Angelique lang ako may pake, kasi affected sila. Pati kay Dr. Santos na repapips na rin namen siya.

Ah! Sabi ko sa sarili ko, I won’t stress myself for this bullshit. Imbyerna lang itey! Dagdag sakit lang. Chill nalang tayo guys. And let’s BE HAPPY! :)

Good night guys! God Bless.

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