Mar 4, 2019
I will willingly walk backwards into hell with a blissful smile on my face and peace within my heart.
So I just watched TXT’s Crown MV and welp. There’s no saving me now.
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I will willingly walk backwards into hell with a blissful smile on my face and peace within my heart.
So I just watched TXT’s Crown MV and welp. There’s no saving me now.
I've been tired from the minute I woke I stopped listening the moment you spoke and said I'm long gone yeah, I'm long gone
Talking In Code~Margot And The Nuclear So And So’s
Everyday seems harder and harder, one day you wake up in an okay mood then you realize where you are and where you want to be. Nothing can change the past, but that doesn't make the present any easier. And people say to try to forget about the past and move on, but it's hard for people like us; so the present is hard, which kind of sets the same theme for the future. And people wonder why a lot of people commit suicide. If you truly care, if you truly just want to help people, the first thing is to listen and I don't mean to hear the words coming from their mouth. I mean listen and watch body language, it can tell you more than you think. Yes everyone has difficult times, but for others it never stops. There's always an internal war against yourself. It never stops. Mental Health is a lifelong battle. It's easy for some people to get help, because they have the money and the insurance and the support system. For others it's harder. Not everyone has an army of understanding family. Not everyone has the proper health insurance. Not everyone has the money for copays even to see someone to talk to. Or get medications. Or anything. So they have to either just learn to deal with it, so everything gets pushed down further and further, until you can't breathe or even barely see. That's when you know the end is near. Because you know for sure you can't keep living with these thoughts and feelings. You know how over everything is, and how much of a bad place you're in.
I really can't take this anymore.. I minus well stay here, Immobile Let the snow collect ontop of me.. Shelter me from my own selfish world I'll do it somewhere far So noone could find me Even if they tried...