I wish all you Knights of Guinevere enjoyers a very happy and politely asked “please for the love of all that is holy, spoil or tag your banger as hell gore fanart of Gwen (or at least put trigger warnings) before I stumble into a post that makes me paranoid of my own death, please”
Summary: You weren’t big on social media. Hell, you didn’t even care much for trends. So when you get a notification one day on instagram from a person claiming to be a global sensation, you can’t believe it. Months later, you still can’t believe your penpals with BTS’s good boy - Kim Taehyung himself.
Warnings: Sexual thoughts.
Notes: The events that are in this story can definitely happen in real life, BUT this is just a fanfiction and I don’t think these events will actually happen/are occurring. Just a heads up, there’s a lot of dialogue in this chapter.
BTS ML | Index | CH 15
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It was a bit awkward just standing in the hallway, but you did make Taehyung - cough, cough - cum in his pants. So he was cleaning himself up in the bathroom, which puts you standing outside in the empty hallway. A smile spreads on your face, biting your bottom lip when thinking about the events that just happened a few minutes ago.
You lean against the wall next to the bathroom and stare up at the ceiling dreamily. Taehyung felt so good against you, and just imagine what he would do if the other members didn't come home.
Would you both have continued? Would that last kiss have become more?
You indeed wanted more to happen, but you also have to remember you just met him. Even though you are most definitely sex-deprived, and Taehyung is hot with a capital H, you're not easy. You are not that type of girl that just lets anyone get in her pants… but you are that type of girl that would gladly let the person you love screw your brains out.
Your blush and bite your lip even harder to the point you taste blood in your mouth. Just imagining Taehyung on top of you, whispering so many dirty things in your ears, being inside you…
Your dirty thoughts wipe away when you feel a kiss on your cheek. Gasping and nearly jumping out of your skin from Taehyung's way of telling you he's now in the hallway. Your cheeks heat up even darker when you see Taehyung's familiar smirk. Like he knew you were just having sexual thoughts about him.
Taehyung bites his lip and looks at you up and down, clearly checking you out. He grabs your hand and interlocks your fingers with his, and you feel electricity run across your hand and up your arm. He leans in and captures his lips with yours, pressing your back against the wall in the process. You moan quietly in his mouth, but you don't get to feel the passion from the kiss for very long since he takes his lips off of yours after a few seconds.
"So, you ready to meet them?"
You blink, then remember the whole reason why you're out of his room in the first place. Suddenly feeling extremely nervous about meeting even more idols. You crack a fake smile and nod your head, but it's clear that your nerves are there. Taehyung gives you a lopsided smile and squeezes your hand encouragingly.
"Your nervous, aren't you?"
Your fake smile falls, and you slump against the wall. "Is it that obvious?"
"No, not at all." You roll your eyes, looking at Taehyung like he's just told you that grass was purple. "Okay, it's clear as day. But come on, there just my roommates."
You roll your eyes at him again. "Yeah, your roommates that just so happen to be a part of the biggest boy band in the world. No pressure."
Taehyung chuckles and shakes his head at you. "You met me, though. We're you this nervous about meeting me?"
Your purse your lips and squint at Taehyung. Did he really just ask that question? Nervous was an understatement to how you were feeling since you said yes to meeting him. More like highly fucking anxious! Taehyung must be a mind reader because he realizes quickly his question was stupid. "Okay, stupid question."
"Mhmm."
"Okay!" Taehyung claps his hands together, then points his two fingers at you. Looking like a giant finger gun. "Think of it this way… just look at them as you do me."
You raise your eyebrows curiously at him, confused about what he means exactly. So you ask him, "What do you mean?"
Taehyung shrugs. "Like they're normal people."
You roll your eyes again, but your nerves have suddenly lessened. You know they aren't quote on quote "normal," but they also are just ordinary people. They have likes, dislikes, and dreams. Dreams that they worked for and are living right now, and there is nothing wrong with that. That's how you look at Taehyung. Just an ordinary person living his dreams. So, you should look at the rest of them the same way. Even though you haven't been talking to the other BTS members like you have with Taehyung, you just need to keep your views in check. Your opinions, as in, celebrities shouldn't be controlled and viewed as puppets on a stage - at least along those lines.
With that last thought, you give a slightly cheerful, "Okay."
Taehyung retakes hold of your hand and starts guiding you through the hallway, then down the stairs. With each step, you hear the other member's voices get closer and closer, as well as louder and louder. Soon enough, you hear laughter boom from them all.
When you step into the kitchen, where all the other members are, it is clear why they were being so loud. The one guy Jimin - you think you remember his name is - fell out of his chair, and now everyone is laughing up a storm. One of them is even on the floor with tears in his eyes from laughing so hard.
"Why are you always falling off of chairs?" Taehyung comments to introduce your presence. The six of them start to sober their laughter, and one by one, look over at you. Stunned for seeing you and even more stunned for seeing you holding Taehyung's hand.
Taehyung squeezes your hand to get your attention, and you look up at him. He's looking at you with the biggest smile on his face, and your nervousness melts away. Falling even deeper in love with the man next to you.
"Guys, this is Y/n. She's the girl I've been talking to online."
A few of the members knew you were coming over today. The ones who were either clueless, or completely forgot, now realize why you are most likely holding hands. Their stunned faces disappeared.
You give an awkward wave, then let go of Taehyung's hand to bow and clear your throat before saying and even more awkward, "Hi."
They all bow quickly back to you, and then there are loads of different versions of hellos. Some of them just say "hey," other's, "fucking finally," which makes Taehyung blush, and then they all crowd around you both. They all wanted to properly introduce themselves to the girl that was so clueless about Taehyung for two months. The guy that was lying on the ground laughing before comes up to you first.
They all know your not exactly ARMY - since Taehyung has talked about you a lot - so Hoseok decided to introduce himself with his famous greeting.
"Hello, I'm your hope, your my hope, and I'm J-Hope." His smile is so bright and welcoming, but you don't miss Taehyung cringe from beside you.
Is he nervous about you meeting them too?
To answer this question… he very much is.
But instead of cringing or thinking Hoseok's introduction is weird, you say instead, "That's the cutest greeting I think I've ever gotten."
Hoseok chuckles and crinkles his nose while he does. "Thanks! Made it up myself." Hoseok fake flips his nonexistent long hair, and it makes you giggle in return. "But you can also just call me Hoseok, if you want."
You make a mental note of that fact, and the rest of the introductions go smoothly. You try not to act extra weird around Jungkook since one of his singles are actually your favorites and because he's Mara's bias. Luckily, the youngest member doesn't notice, but Taehyung does. Taehyung felt it would be weird for you to meet Jungkook since that minor connection with Mara. He doesn't say anything about it and makes his own mental note to ask you about the Mara situation later.
When the last member comes to introduce himself, you almost vibrate with excitement. The one member you know, Ky, would be utterly jealous over you meeting. Yoongi comes waltzing up to you, and Taehyung doesn't miss you getting extra excited to meet him. He puts this minor connection to Ky and smiles at just imagining how this interaction will be.
"I'm Suga, but you can call me Yoongi if you want," his voice sounds monotone kinda, but weirdly enough, this makes you even more excited.
"I know who you are." All the members, except Taehyung, raise a curious eyebrow at you. As stated before, they know you aren't big with the faces of celebrities, so the fact you know Suga was surprising. "Let's just say, I know a girl that wound faint right now if she was in my spot. And I would be like Hoseok from before and laughing on the floor."
Yoongi's stoic expression changes, and the corner of his lips flick up into a smile. He faces Taehyung. "I like her already."
And everyone laughs at his comeback.
The rest of the evening went by just as smoothly, and it was like you had known these guys your whole life. You all ate dinner together, and weirdly enough, it was like you've done that a thousand times with them too. Maybe it's because Taehyung was there - and he makes you less nervous in a situation you are usually anxious about - but everything went so smoothly.
You found out from Jin that Taehyung actually talks about you a lot. Commenting about how a few times Taehyung wasn't sure how to text you back, so Jin and Namjoon would help him. When you looked over at Taehyung to see if this was true, that he was just as nervous about texting you sometimes like you were with him, and he was red in the face, guilty.
You found this extremely adorable, and it was even more precious - and kinda sexy - on how Taehyung flung back his own joking tease back. Come to find out, Jin was a virgin until he was 25 - the tease was definitely said differently than these exact words - and made Jin red in the ears from embarrassment. Everyone laughed, and you tried not to, so you didn't further the guy's embarrassment. Luckily, Jin laughed too after a while, knowing the teases were just that, teases. And you felt less bad for laughing now.
The evening went on like this. The banter between the guys, all of them teasing each other about random things, and you joining in on the conversation from now and then. Either when you have your own personal tease for Taehyung - which made all the guys laugh or call out long "oh's" - or when you were asked questions. They all wanted to get to know you, after all.
When diner was done and all the dishes were cleaned, Taehyung whispered in your ear while you were laughing at one of Hoseok's jokes, "Can I talk to you for a second?"
You raised a curious eyebrow at Taehyung but saw through his eyes that this conversation was important and needed to be done in private. "Yeah, lead the way."
Taehyung grabbed your hand, then started taking you out of the kitchen. You waved goodbye to the rest of the members, and they saluted you a goodbye back. Taehyung then took you out of the kitchen altogether.
He ended up bringing you to one of the smaller common rooms that have windows on almost all the walls. It has these green, fluffy couches and a karaoke machine in the middle of them. Making you suspect they all must of had a karaoke night thing in here recently.
Once the door behind you was shut, Taehyung pinned you against the door and kissed you deeply. You gasped into the kiss, surprised by the sudden action, but melted into it quickly. Wrapping your arms around his neck, and Taehyung holding you close to him by your waist. When Taehyung separated his lips from yours, he looked incredibly pleased with himself.
"Did you just bring me in here to kiss me?" You say breathlessly, still in a daze by that passionate kiss.
Taehyung chuckles and glances down at the ground for a second, guilty for the obvious. "Yes… but I also wanted to talk to you about something else."
You tilt your head, once again confused on Taehyung's sudden serious look.
"Everything okay? I didn't do anything did-"
"No, no, no. It's nothing like that. It's just - um…."
You didn't actually think you did anything wrong, but you just didn't understand Taehyung's sudden mood changes. His seriousness from before has now morphed into nervousness. Like the severity from before was only a mask to how he was truly feeling. You didn't like seeing Taehyung get nervous to talk to you, so you decided to take a page out of his book to help him feel less worried.
You cupped his cheek and rubbed the pad of your thumb against his soft skin. Nudging your nose with his and pecking his lips with yours for extra comfort. "Whatever it is, you can tell me, Tae. You know you can trust me with anything."
Taehyung bites the corner of his lip, thinks for a moment, then nods his head.
"Would you want to come on tour with me?"
What?
"We're going in a month, but our first concert is in Seoul next week. I was just wondering… if you would want to go to the concert, and then, well - on the world tour?"
a/n: the gorilla scientist is here to help out a sleepless!reader this time!
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So many endless, sleepless nights that slowly made your body weaker and nothing could help you take the rest you needed. Not even pills could make you fall asleep and Winston knew how much you were struggling with this every day of your life. The bags under your eyes and the pale look on your skin completely had him on edge, worrying him for many days now. Winston had to – needed to – do something for you, just like he had for Lena in her time of desperation.
When he had suggested to run a simple experiment on you that should help you with your dilemma, only a nod had been thrown his way while your eyes held a void look to them. You were somewhat hopeful that this would actually help yet a part of you still did not believe it possible since many other things failed to do so. Nonetheless, you continued with his idea since there was nothing to lose at this point.
“Lay here for me please,” the scientist asked as he patted what seemed to be a regular mattress, except multiple cords emerged out from under its sides. Winston adorned a sympathetic smile as he saw as you followed his instructions, hope in his eyes that this would succeed.
Despite being the scientist he was and his enthusiasm to explain the details behind his projects, Winston decided not to bore you with such. He knew you barely had the energy to endure scientific explanations or even hold a conversation right now.
All he wanted was for you to finally get the peace and rest you had been longing for.
“This should work, I’m certain it will,” Winston added with certainty, his eyes shining. You gave him a small smile and gazed at him as you laid there. He punched a few buttons here and there at his station as his gaze finally fell on you once was done.
Three minutes passed as you both stared at each other. Winston was tense to say the least; what if this didn’t work after all? Questions like these occupied his mind since the very beginning, but he was used to failure. But when it meant helping a friend of his, his doubts and the weight under his shoulders was much greater.
Six minutes passed and he began to see as your eyelids began to close at a slow, rhythmic pace. At this, hope weld up inside him.
You shifted briefly on your bedding trying to find that comfortable position of yours. Winston only kept an attentive eye on you as you kept moving about.
Nine minutes passed and the monitor behind him indicated your heartbeat starting to come to a slower rate. Looking back at you, the scientist took in your relaxed body; how your eyes had finally given up on you. A few more minutes and he was sure you would finally be at complete ease.
Thirteen minutes passed after you were finally at that realm of rest. Carefully, Winston tiptoed closer to your side and took a careful look at your tranquil expression. How long had it been since you had attained this kind of peace? You had told him of the many nights you had struggled to sleep for even three continuous hours in a whole night. It was a miracle if you got five at the very least.
He let out an exhale through his nostrils away from your direction. He was relieved. Elated. Sentimental.
Winston had accomplished his very goal and you were proof of that.
A content look on his face, he stepped away from you and looked back at his monitor: a stable heartbeat, the first steps of non-REM taking place withing your brain – you were at ease.
Now all he needed to do was to monitor your state for the rest of the night. There was no way Winston was going to fail you and if it meant not taking a wink of sleep of his own, he was willing to do that for you.
Andromeda waited for Tyler at the little cafe she mentioned, she ordered a cup of tea and butter biscuits and waited for her friend to arrive, a little excited as the ring in her finger clang against the cup and about the question she was about to ask the Hufflepuff.
She waited for a few minutes before she saw Tyler and beamed at him, “Ty!” she said excited and hugged him.
this is not pointed at anyone, I promise, but I just thought I should mention that if you're ever thinking about sending me an ask or message, be careful with your wording and tone. words hold tone, if that needs clarification. i very often completely miss the point of people's words and get incredible upset at myself, thinking ive hurt them or that they hate me and a billion other things. instead of rationally reading your words I'm almost certainly going to think the absolutely worst.
in case this makes no sense, here is a silly example.
you: I don't agree with you, i think you missed something
my reaction: you hate me, you think I'm a complete idiot and your fuming at me right now for being one, youre going to make a post about me and my stupidity and ive offended you so much that you are triggered and now despise me for triggering you and -
I'm sorry if this seems super unreasonable or if it seem I'm overreacting, because well it is and i am but i cant change that. which sucks because more times than less it leads to a panic attack and me thinking about it nonstop for hours. sometimes i cant go on tumblr or look at my phone.
so basically, if you're going to send me an ask/message (ESPECIALLY on anon) try to be clear and i would suggest avoiding sarcasm because that flies right over my head despite myself being incredibly snarky and sarcastic... I don't want to scare people away or make anyone think they've personally done this to me before, because this hardly ever happens!
really the only reason I'm making a big deal out of this tonight is because i want to avoid this in the future and also because this morning i received an ask on anon correcting me on something and it took me hours to reread it and realize that i did take it the wrong way.
