#imsofucked

[rruubbeess]

oh fuh nah I have two tests tomorrow in my worst subjects 💔 pray for me gang

[creatureofthemoss]

HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS EXISTED TILL NOW. HELLO????? HEEEELLLLOOOOO????

guys i might be just a little cooked Uh. haha!

[amelvvr89]

okay may have overreacted a lil nd "tattood" eric nikita and my username on my legs

oh and put HELL twice for good measures

[ladyskyra]

HAAAAAAHHHH

[evilrykerdublin]

day 500 of rykers medical mysteries

on this installment:

my nosebleeds have been getting worse LOL. like there was genuinely so much blood while I was playing roblox earlier

[always-the-writer-never-the-muse]

"Love yourself"

People constantly tell me ‘Love yourself,  

You ought to love your figure, your spirit’. 

Helpless, trying to recover myself, 

Why couldn’t you teach me not to fear it? 

I lose myself tracking in the mirror 

Every insecurity I own 

And end up running away with terror 

Fleeing from the world in which I've been thrown 

Born in a world of beauty and wisdom, 

Why are they so great, and I so wretched. 

I scream, feeling the sting of my venom, 

Unmatched monster destroying what I reach. 

[kavennnn]

i can totally get done with literally half of the first semesters school work in the last two weeks, watch me

[anarchist-soupkitchen]

I didn't study for a easy maths exam, here's what happened (NOT CLICKBAIT, IT WENT WRONG)

So, my exam results are coming up on the 9th, I obviously wont post them but I want to talk about my problems with it. Because of how the school system is structured after you have learnt the content of the course, permitted you pass your prelims you get to do a final exam. Your grade is entirely dependent on that one exam. Sometimes there’s assignments or folios that could be worth a percentage of your grade but there is always an exam. If you want to resit the subject because you’ve failed for whatever reason you have to take the course next year, relearn all the content from the previous year and sit the final exam. And if you screw that resit up, your fucked.

I’m particularly fucked with maths. No other subject just maths. I moved school when we were first learning the essential skills in maths, because of that move I was placed in the bottom class. I did get moved up class after a week because of my ability but I feel like I should have been moved up more. Obviously I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have this problem if I did. I was stuck at this level for two years learning way too easy maths even though I displayed enough skill to be moved up. I asked many times to be moved up to no avail. When I get to finally take the harder maths class I didn’t take it seriously. I was taking higher level classes so maths is the only one at the lowest level. It was again, too easy and because of that I didn’t do any studying. And because of that I think I failed my final exam when several topics came up what I didn’t know about.

So yeah, I’m getting results back on the 9th and I’m pretty sure I massively failed my maths exam and won’t be allowed to do the even harder maths. This wouldn’t be such a big deal, if I didn’t need this subject to apply for my uni course. I want to do a computing course but I need maths. But I failed maths. Its not like I’m shit at computing or anything, its literally just maths. I can even handle maths in a computing context fine.

I hate how this is my only roadblock to applying for my course. To add to the extra level of how fucked I am, this is my last year at school. This year someone would be applying to uni, apprenticeships, collages or jobs to go onto after school. I wish I could just repeat the year at school, but I can’t. I will be pushed out to do something at collage to build up to uni. That would be fine if they had my level of qualification at my local collage. But they don’t, because I live in an impoverished area what would rather teach skills for work instead of the qualifications needed to get into a degree course at a university. Fun. The nearest collage that runs the course that I need to get into uni is in the big city, an hour away. Not to mention it’s at night school only and I’ll have to pay for it.

That’s what will happen if I don’t get a B on the maths qualification the minimum of what I need to progress into the harder maths qualification. I’m so fucked and I fucking hate this.