#imtryinghere

[benmitchellhighway]

CALLUM. COZ I LOVE HIM.

I know it’s messy coz this bih did it on laptop coz I cant afford a digital tablet for sketch T^T (nor can I draw, I just traced the whole figure cvdfdf)

[richdtd]

📸 richdtd Original

[mizusnow]

Why do you get mad at me? when you're the cause of all this...

[kuitttau]

I have no name for her but she'll be in Kairi's story as a companion/second main fan character of mine at this time.

[skald-oceanus]

im tired,

so tired

of living life like on a wire

balancing between

fallin into extremes

frozen or burned by fire

im so tired

i wanna give up

just let go

of all this weight

go below

the dark and hate

i wanna give up

but its too late

somebody gave up

and all thats left is the weight

[skald-oceanus]

For once i just wish i could

be right about something

that i wanted that was good

instead of it going worse than i think

Feels like i was cheated again

came back and left them

then left me without ever seeing him.

im just a loser, that gives up on trying to win

[skald-oceanus]

i just wanna breathe

in myself and not feel the weight

of the darkness as it seethes

in my mind,early or late.

I just wanna feel soft.

No longer rigid or strong

like a cloud held aloft

by winds whimsical song

I'm just tired and all i want is peace,

for myself and those with my love.

live life with love and ease,

ever as below and so follows above.

[skald-oceanus]

I didn't just gaze into the abyss.

i reached in.

and all i found.

....

Was myself, alone in the dark.