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saw a post saying broad shouldered girls shouldn’t wear strapless tops so naturally i went and got a strapless top <3

i got my first anon hate does that mean i made it guys

If this cyst ruptures before they get their shit together and schedule surgery, I really hope my family, shitty as they are, nuke that hospital from orbit. I probably won’t survive to see it, but maybe they’ll fucking triage with some goddamn common sense afterward.

Seriously. Temp hasn’t gone below 102 and spikes to 104 and that’s been happening for a month. I had a 10 cm cyst that was causing ‘mild ovarian torsion.’ Last scan showed it around 23 cm with decreased blood flow to the ovary. In a month.

And they still hit me with the ‘but what if you want kids someday’ bullshit, btw. As I’m sitting there dressed like the most butch and frail punk the gulf coast has ever seen, 39 years old and having begged for a total hysterectomy since my teens.

I’m a guy. I may have to fly under the radar so my doctors don’t murder me via prejudice, but yeah. No. Never gonna deploy that bomb. Never gonna spawn. Also would really not like to die so they can try and fail to save the shit I’d remove in a heartbeat if I could afford the surgery out of pocket.

Getting Trump’s people to pay for what is technically gender affirming care almost makes this nightmare worth it.

#a lot of people cling to hope and that’s okay #but I’ve found that being petty and vindictive works better for me #I’ll keep going because they really really want me to agree to donate my body to their hospital after death #I’ve lived to 39 so far when I was supposed to die at 20 #in spite #if you can’t find a wholesome motivation for survival #I think the nasty ones work just fine in a pinch #I’ll live as long as I possibly can so that one day I can turn my dad’s grave into a gender neutral bathroom #and donate whatever token amount he wills me #directly to a binder character for young trans dudes #I’ll make sure there’s a thank you card from the charity at his funeral #(:#…. it’s a bad night

Shen Qingqiu (Jiu) in a nutshell:

#svsss #shen jiu #original shen qingqiu #original luo binghe #luo binghe #in spite

Gotta love how the very first night I learned of CatNap from Poppy Playtime I had a nightmare (CatNap causes nightmares when his Red Gas is inhaled).

As much as he initially scared the shit outta me, I suffer from Chronic Nightmares, so I know how to survive that shit, or at least defend myself. In other words, I wasn’t stuck in the Dream World with him, he was stuck in the Dream World with me.

Gave him a taste of his own medicine, scared the piss out of him, felt bad about it, gave him catnip and cat treats to relax, to which he did, then he was grumpy and giving me the Evil Eye for the rest of the nightmare. However, I was allowed to pet him if he was allowed to sit on top of my head, so we had a mutual agreement there.

I won that round

The next round he won

The third round was a tie

The fourth round was more of a Cold War, waiting to see who would attack first and being fully prepared for it. The fighting didn’t happen because I didn’t want to fight CatNap, so he didn’t attack and only watched me do whatever.

I cannot wait to get that plush of him so then every nightmare I have with him in it, and he’s being an asshole, I’ll just wake up and look at him like

#i’ll still cuddle him while i sleep #in spite #and because it’s funny #poppy playtime #catnap #plush #dream #dreams #i had a dream last night

Every time I start missing DA some shit heel comes along to make me remember why I took my hiatus. Just yikes. If they have a problem with sexual stuff? They definitely shouldn’t be near DA cause *gestures wildly at nearly all the romances*. Also? I absolutely did not crawl out of the Christian hell of being ashamed of having sexual thoughts and fearing nudity to be yelled at by bratlings.

#salem speaks #I’m so tempted to draw Keth & Yavi with their asses out #in spite #but I can feel Spirit saying no #tho there’s a little voice changing ‘do it’ but that might be everyone’s favorite chaos god dmdk

Inferno chapter 8 is out!

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13497098/8/Inferno

Skadoosh! It is finished... finally XD It was a bit hard to write this one since I kinda angsted out my angst.

Nico gets a curious customer at the shop, while Dante has found Vergil and confronts him on his findings.

The last chapter I realized there was some things that aren’t accurate to the canon (like Vergil’s backstory and stuff)... Which after realizing stuff it’s okay to not be super accurate. I try to be super accurate cause it’s both fun and that’s how I started off this fanfic. Plus I’m amazed by Eagleflame’s Xenoblade fanfic Unwritten and how it can seamlessly fit into the world of Xenoblade and wish to strive for that accuracy at times XD. Though after reading another DMC fanfic, Life Rewritten by Nico-Drives-Badly, it made me realize that it can just be a fun fanfic that just lets itself play out in a sense? I dunno it helped me feel comfortable with writing fanfics in a way cause I had a stigma against fanfics for a long time (mostly from hearing the negative aspects of it and thinking “why not just write your own story since it changes so much of the characters”, which isn’t true. Hell I’ve done that before with a fanfic/original story for Final Fantasy XIII-2... which was an attempt to make the story better without Mog and Sarah).

So in a long winded post, just wanna thank @eagleflamefanfiction and @nico-drives-badly for showing me what fanfics can be. And aren’t always a 50 Shades of Gray... (no shame if you enjoy that book series)

#Echofox's Inferno #echofox fanfiction crap #DMCV #dmc fanfic #still probs going to write that FFXIII-2 fanfic #in spite #sarahandmogcanburn