hair update, and otherwise general update!
i do not think i will give myself the big chop, quite yet- or at least I have to put some thought into it! for those of you who know me, my hair is about waist-length currently. ideally I want a cute 20s-style bob or a shorter like...vintage/edwardian men’s style haircut. therefore! it’d be likely quite difficult for me to cut it all off into something that looks decent.
i’m also quite vain about my hair and i like to keep it looking nice and i’ve only ever had someone else cut it for me, so there’s that. it’s scary!
that being said! i hope that i can get it cut in one way or another soon. i’m going to look so cute.
i feel very unlike myself, and very Sad somehow, but I’m hoping it will pass. I just rented Doctor Zhivago as per the recommendation of @oklahoma2019 and a couple other folks and also the fact that as a film it seems to check every single box of my weirdly varied interests.
i feel really quite awful, but i’m very grateful for the kindness and generosity of so many of you. i love you all dearly. i’m hoping things will be ok.