Food court cashier: Sorry, the flurry machine broke.
Xiumin: It’s fine.
[goes home]
Xiumin: [crying, opens laptop, opens tumblr, new text post]
Xiumin: I was sensitive, a baby lamb, pink and tender-
Xiumin: and you were harsh, sharp, edges and pain.
Xiumin: You were broken and you wanted me to break too.
Xiumin: Your knife against my pale pink skin, deepen the wound.
Xiumin: “It’s fine.”
Xiumin: January 19 2017.












