not a drop notice, surprise!
for those that follow me on twitter (and those that don’t you learn now, haha), with the burden of my irl schedule and eclipse preparing to debut, i’ve been on the fence about what to do with rachel for what feels like quite a while now. in fact, on september 26th, i set an ultimatum for myself for once she reached 50 debut points, and as you may have guessed, that ultimatum was either buckle up for the long haul and make the adjustments necessary for it, or admit that it was simply time to let her go, as her aspirations don’t exactly align with becoming an idol anymore.
and honestly to my own surprise, i found myself not being able to let go. (i tend to be sentimental if you know me, but even before i’ve never had a problem simply ‘letting go’ when it comes to things like this.) so, upon reaching 50 debut points with rachel 2 weeks ago, i was faced with my own ultimatum- and i chose to keep her.
and what that meant to me was accepting my own decision and setting up the steps necessary in order for me to succeed keeping her for as long as it takes to see her debut- which meant an fc that was usable for the inevitable time that sphere girls will debut. fear not, this is the last change permanently. with it i am beginning to carve a new path of development for rachel both in her personal and professional life that i can happily and endlessly pursue with neverending outcomes.
the fc that i settled with, after lots of debate and personal research, is park subin from dal shabet!
so, if you read this, please accept all my love, and wish both myself and this muse luck on a new path of longevity! ♡ ♡ ♡
