A ray of light illuminating the chaotic internet of today...
Bringing happiness to the nerds floating in this electronic sea!
A promise of future peace,
I'm a little manic and moody, but it's alright!
The internet angel has descended!
I'm here to love and heal all you nerds out there on the internet.
And while I'm at it, I'm going to become the biggest streamer on here! That's a threat AND a promise!
Go big, or go home! So, I'm going to shoot for 1 million followers!
Hi there! I'm vel/lucretius!
I like nicknames! Give me nicknames! Or... you can choose from Luci, Lu, and Luc!
I'm a jiraiblogger who's been banned on tumblr 5 times now, so I'm leeching off of my brother, Jimmy's, email to keep this blog up. I refuse to make another email.
I'm a mentally ill trans guy who uses he/rag/rot/kitty/cat/void/doll/decay pronouns. Do not use they/them to refer to me. I use a lot of labels to describe my identity. These include: queer, multispec, trans, ashleycharic, deadthing, achillean, pomosexual and pinkcatgender. (Might also be an Ashley Graves fictionkin).
Some fandoms I'm in include Needy Streamer Overload, Creepypasta, Sally Face, Danganronpa, Psychopomp, DoL, The Kid at The Back, and TCOAAL.
As mentioned previously, I am mentally ill. More specifically, I suspect I have NPD, DPDR, APD, and anxiety. I also suspect that I have BPD, sadistic, and ASPD/CD traits. I'm only diagnosed autistic, and I know I have intermittent chronic knee pain, tics, and astigmatism. I suffer from thanatophobia (fear of one's own death), be wary of asking anything philosophical relating to death. I rarely experience remorse, affective empathy, or sympathy. Because of this, I am likely problematic. Normally, I would post vents on this blog, but that's what got me banned last time. So, this blog will not feature discussions surrounding sensitive topics, except for homicidal/suicidal ideation and SA or incest (this specifically because I am a victim of both). I will also joke about being incestuous with my brother, Yae, however, we are not actually related (😢). This is evident because I am white, and he is black.
Note: I go through very long episodes of derealization/depersonalization (shortest one has lasted a year). I am currently recovering from one, so my memory may tend to fail me because of that.
As a disabled person who occassionally struggles with symptoms of associative visual agnosia, I aim to make my content and posts as accessible as possible. Hence, why you'll see image descriptions and alt text under every single post I make.
I love receiving asks! If we're moots (even if you're not), don't be afraid to send me some! You're free to vent, talk about your day, pretty much anything. I'll add boundaries to this section if need be. For now, don't worry too much about what asks you're sending. Parasocial anons have my heart!
I'm a yumeshipper! I love yumeshipping! My list of yumes include... Helen Otis (NS), Jericho Ichabod (NS), Sal Fisher (NS), Ticci Toby (S), Tim Wright (S), Brian Thomas (S), X-Virus (NS), Homicidal Liu (NS), Gwylan (NS), Sydney (SS), Bailey (S), and Whitney (SS).
My personal DNI list will include radqueers (not including people with BIID), TCOAAL haters, ALL bigots, people who justify anything with religion (antitheist here), "narc abuse" believers, people against yumeshipping, TADC and Hazbin fans are on THIN ice, people who are overly sensitive (get off the internet atp), antishippers, pro-contact paraphiles, pro-RAMCOA, anti-endos, fake-claimers, anti-self dx, lolicon/shotacon, and a majority of doubles.
If you're none of these, pleaseee be my friend! I love making friends! I love talking to people! I love attention!
Also, @dumfishh fan (gimme that COOCHIE bby 😛😍😍😍)
P.S, I'm bosnian <3
#all angels break down - vents (subtle)
HELLO! JIMMY/YAE HERE! Your local Internet PERVERT.
I'm likely the biggest pervert known to man, I absolutely adore DOL, it's one of my main anchors whenever I'm going through it. I identify with being a Trans man as well as a incubus yay! I use he/him and Slit/Slits, Rot/Rotting, and Slut/Slutself. 🖤
A bit about me, I'm a mentally disabled darkshipper (Non irl condoning) and I absolutely adore Dead Dove which is what I'll be posting a good majority of the time! (Also I love my Big Brother Vel Xoxo <3)
F/o List: Kylar (Ns), Sydney(SS), Eden (NS), Bailey (NS), Jackson + William (the butchery) (NS), Strade & Ren hana (NS), Brian + Tim (NS), Habit (VS), Simon (iron lung) (VS), Neito Monoma (VS), Ticci Toby (NS), Ayano Aishi (NS), Feliciano Vargas (VS), Gammajack (NS), Andrew Graves (VS), HYUGO (tkatb) (NS)
My dni: DOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLES, Antishippers, Religious nuts, Reality Checkers, BUNGO STRAY DOGS FANS ON THIN ICE!, Narc abuse believers.
I suffer with BPD, D.I.D, MDD, And Homicidal + Sui ideation, as well as vivid hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. I'm diagnosed autistic and I have C-PTSD
I'm black btw.
Posts will be tagged accordingly as to who is posting...
R/fakedisordercringe is crazy because they think that everyone with D.I.D is the same, not only is it a spectrum but they can't seem to understand not everyone is going to have fronting amnesia, not everyone will remember you if you have a relationship with a different alter, and switches can happen fast, the amount of time and the amount of alters is different for everyone.
They always use the excuse "1% of the population" but thats around 1 million people, and since you happened to stumble across that one in one million you're being hateful-- they don't owe you an explanation, nor do they need to prove theyre disordered.
