sometimes i mourn the person i could've been if i hadnt gone through all this trauma and didnt end up with a personality disorder

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sometimes i mourn the person i could've been if i hadnt gone through all this trauma and didnt end up with a personality disorder
i am so incredibly sensitive its honestly quite pathetic
"attachment is the root of all suffering" and I have the get-attached-to-everything disorder
I hate that I’m like this. I hate that I care this much. I hate that a single thought can ruin my entire week. I hate that i react this way. Does this ever end?
born to say "I hope your friend gets fucking burned alive." forced to say "oh okay! I hope you two are having a fun timee!! > <" when you say that you're hanging out with someone else.
made a venn diagram showcasing the differences and similarities of npd and bpd, please tell me if i got anything wrong :>
got my sources mostly from:
@clusterrune, @hauntedselves, @shitborderlinesdo, and the internet!!
I have the emotional regulation skills of a toddler
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i wanna smash my head on concrete