I am came on this platform to delete my blog. I thought about how long it’s been since I have even come on here. But I am glad I can come on here, it’s like a time capsule of memories and feelings I have forgotten. I think about the connections I have made on here that have helped me.
Things are so different now, I am more stable than I have ever been, 10 years of anti-depressants and therapy sure do work. I have a full time job, a career in the field I have thought about being in my whole adult life. I think I am still unhappy though. I don’t know if it is because I am never satisfied or I never let myself be.
I feel like my job is my life and I need to spend more time on other things in life, like hobbies and boys. I have had a lot of unrequited love these past few years which really sucks. I have tried the apps, and been on a lot of dates that have gone nowhere.
I’m getting an itch, i don’t know whether to travel, change my job, move outta the house with no money, or text an ex.